wrong choice ~ lp jp

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*izzy*
It's Jake and I's 2 year anniversary, but I feel like it's just not the same. Don't get me wrong, I still love that boy to death but lately we've been distant. And none of his fans really like us together. I'm apart of team 10 and chance and Anthony hate me for some reason, but I don't really like them either so. People still ship me and logan but we haven't talked since me and Jake got together, and I really miss him. I've been having these feelings that Jakes cheating on me. Like every night he comes home with another girl but just says they're making a video but they never do. Ugh. He's definitely cheating on me. Well it's 2am and these are my thoughts. Since team 10 moved I got my own room. Finally. I moved out my apartment, of course. I left Luna though. I felt awful for doing that, but jake said if I wanted to live with him that would be my only option. I was head over heels for him. I haven't talked to her in like 2 years. I don't really talk to any of my friends or family anymore, Jakes changed me.
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I woke up and decided I'm going to Luna's house. I decided to tell Jake that im going to the store or something. I walked into his room, and there he was cuddled up with a girl. I felt a tear drip down my cheek. I quickly ran out and packed a suitcase. I ran downstairs and just walked out. I have a car now which is helpful. But I froze. I didn't want to leave him I loved Jake. Loved. Past tense. Remember that Izzy. I needed to talk to him. I turned around and that girl he was with walked out. So I went in behind her. I walked upstairs and into Jakes room. He was getting dressed.

"Hey baby." He said coming towards me, but I stepped back.

"Who is that girl?" I asked him while crossing my arms.

"Oh no one just a friend." He said while putting a shirt on.

"Oh didn't really seem like just a friend." I snapped at him.

We just had an argument until I got done and walked towards the stairs and jake followed. Once I got to them jake pushed me down them. I collapsed down as Tessa ran over to me. I think she was recording because I told her every time me and Jake get into arguments he would hurt me. I guess she decided to decided to record it. Tessa tried to help me up and take me to my car.

"Where do you want to go love?" Tessa asked me while driving out of the driveway.

"I want to talk to alissa." I said looking at her and she nodded.

These drama right now saying banks hurt Jakes assistant. I didn't believe it a bit. Jake never told me anything about it, no one did. So I want to talk to alissa and banks, she went through the same thing as me and I didn't like it. When we got to rices place where banks and pretty much alissa live. Tessa didn't want to go inside so she dropped me off. She called an Uber so she wouldn't take my car. I walked up and knocked on the door, and rice came out.

"Oh no." He said knowing I'm in team 10 trying to start drama or something.

"It's not like that I need to talk to alissa and banks about what's going on." He looked at me and when wide eyed when we saw my bruises.

"Um yes please." He said and let me in then called for alissa and banks.

They both ran down.

"I told you not to come when you guys break up." Alissa said to me.

"I-I went through the same thing as you about an hour ago." I said to her, she looked at me and saw bruises.

She came over and hugged me, when she let go me and banks made eye contact. It was awkward and weird but I just smiled.

"Please tell me what happened." Alissa said taking me up to her and banks' room. I told them everything that happened with me and Jake from the past 2 years, banks was recording the whole thing, I didn't mind. Throughout that whole video for some reason all I could think about is logan. Do I still like him?

After that I just wanted to talk to logan. So I went to his apartment and knocked on the door. A girl opened it she was a little shorter than me but not much.

"Can i tlak to logan?" I asked her and she nodded, I walked in and saw logan sitting at his desk.

He looked up at me and quickly stood up.

"What are you doing here?" He asked with a small smile.

"I missed you, a lot." I said giving him a smile back, I walked towards him and hugged him.