Akuma Yuki: Book 1

[Ch5] Fake Feelings

(Unedited) Note: don't depend on the tittle too often..they're just random..

Narumi-sensei opened the door with a bang and popped up some party poopers..I just peeked and saw he did some twirls and dances..

Weird teacher..

"And class we're going to have a transfer student..please welcome!!! Akumaaaa YUUUKKIII!!"

I entered the classroom with a smile on my face "Hello everyone! I'm Yuki,I have....." oh crap I didn't think this through..what alice do I have that doesn't involve fighting,destroying,and danger..

"..I..I have nulification alice..!"

"Oh! We now have two nulification users! You can sit beside Mikan-chan,raise your hand Mikan"...that sounds familiar..

"Here~!- oh! You're that pretty girl we saw some months ago!" Who now??

"M-Me? I'm sorry you must be mistaken" acting like you have emotions is really hard work..I need food..all of a sudden I felt something touching me

"Brown hair..pale white skin..skinny body..height at least Mikan's height..weight about..35 kg? How much do you eat?" A black haired girl asked as I just smiled sheepishly

"I...often don't get hungry.." I excused but mostly it was because of the strict rule in the house..

"That's not good Yuki-chan...you should at least eat 3-4 times a day" when did I gave him permision to call me '-chan'?

"Let's..just get on with the class..it's pass homeroom already..."

Class started and I just sat on my seat..

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Class was boring and I was getting pissed off...this permy girl doesn't really know her place does she?

"Hey! Newbie..we can't accept you here in this class unless you go to the northern woods" nobody really reacted except for Mikan..

"It's fine if you don't accept me..as long as I have what I need to survive in this pitiful world I'm fine..besides I'm different from you.." I sat down and ate my packed lunch while flashing her a smile

"Tch! You have no choice! You still have to go! Or maybe your just a coward.."

"Very scary...I can sense that your a part cat..how many lives do you still have left? Let me know if it's your last..cause I'll make it unforgettable.." I said as I continued to eat

"Huh? Is that a threat? You're bad at this.."

"Even if it is..I wouldn't fight someone as below average as you are"

"She's really picking a fight me!! Say newbie why don't we settle this now..."

"I don't care.."

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Before I knew it I was already out in the open with a frustrated feline..

"Yuki-chan don't do it!!"

In a flash the battle started,Permy was in her cat form I just sat there...she striked and tried to claw me but I just threw in a ball of yarn and she begun chasing it until the ball was left with a really long string..

She was angry...and tried to claw me again but I just turned on a laser pointer and just point it to where I want...

"I told you!! You're not meant on the battle field!!"

Permy fell on her knees....

"Use your alice for something else..hand to paw battle doesn't go for you.." I patted her head and turned my heel to the direction of the cafeteria..somehow craving for cake..but since I'm still a no star..I have no choice but to settle with plain water...

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"Blahblahblahblah....." was the words I'm hearing that was coming out of our teacher's mouth..today was tiring..

"YUKI!!! Write the answer to this equation!!" Jiro-sensei shouted and I went infront...to be honest..I'm not so good in math..but luckily the question was easy

"WRONG!!"

"Sensei..x + 5 is equals to 6..x still has a value which is 1 so if you substitute 1 + 5 = 6.." Jiro-sensei thought it through one last time and approved my answer..

"At least some of you knows something..by the way Miss Yuki next time we meet I should see you wear your proper uniform and don't sleep in my class.." he added and continued

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Class was over and everyone was happily screaming "FREEDOM!!!"

I stood up while tidying my over sized white sweater,lowering my annoying black mini skirt,straightening up my black stockings and arranging my black shoes..

By the time everyone was out I walked out of the classroom and went to my room..

The sunset was visible from here I turned my head to the side and saw a girl I think giving something to a boy..a letter of love perhaps?

To give love in exchange for happiness...I never really understand that process..

If your love was rejected,it will give you sadness and sorrow..

If your love was accepted,it will give you joy and fulfilment..but what happens next?

What happens afterwards?

"Love is foolish.."

My grandfather's words echoed in my mind

"Fake or Real..It doesn't matter..as long as you're alive,nothing matters.You don't need feelings..you don't need anyone..as long as you listen to me and only me,you'll be fine"

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I was in my room which was a very cramped one but it was enough..at least you could see a better view of the sky...

I opened the window and tried reaching out...but I felt nothing..

I'm familiar with sadness..

Happiness..

Desire..

Lonelines..

Greed....

I sighed and layed back down

I wonder what love feels like...