I loved you like a deer in the headlights
I loved you even when it didn't seem right
I loved you and at first you made my days bright
I loved you and so I thought everything was going to be alright...
I loved you and so I did everything you said
I loved you, but you left me for dead...
I loved you even when you began to ignore me
I loved you even when you found me boring
I loved you enough to make up those dam excuses
I loved you and so I hid my emotional bruises
I loved you even when I knew you mainly used me for pleasure
I loved you enough to sacrifice my hope of forever...
I loved you so much that it hurt me
I loved you...
And then you just desert me....
I loved you enough to keep your dirty little secrets
I loved you even when you didn't hear a word I ever said
I loved you even after you were done with my body
I loved you even when you weren't truly sorry...
I loved you and you knew that!!!!....
I loved you and yet you abused that!!!
I loved you and so you had everything you ever wanted out of me!!!!
I loved you but you were hardly ever proud of me....
I loved you and it made me haunted...
I loved you even when the memories were creating scars in my mind
I loved you...and it screwed with my mind...
I loved you even when you constantly hugged me from behind, just so you could have something to grind....
I loved you even when you left me crying in the room!!!
I loved you and so I listened to you!!!...
I loved you like a freaking idiot!!!!
I loved you and I even hated it!!!
I hated everything I let you do on me!!!
Cuz that wasn't a thing that a person who truly loved you would do......
I loved you more than I should have...
I loved you...and I never should have....
Because it screwed me up inside and shriveled up the power that was stored in me....
Your love left a sword in me and it impaled my soul......
Your love swallowed me up whole.....
And I'm still recollecting all of the pieces that you stole.....
