Loving the Lost

Party Or Nawww ???

Monday Still

Taylor's POV

As We Walked Out Into The Cold December Air I Climb Into Jordan's Car. He Gave Me The Keys While He Talked To One Of Is Hoopin' Buddies. As The Car Roared To Life I Put The Seat-Belt Across My Body. As Jordan Gets Into The Car.

"So About What You Did This Morning." He Asks Turning Out Of The Parking Lot.

"What About It???"

"You Really Didn't Have (gco)"

"I Know I Didn't Have Too I Just Wanted Too. It's Really Nothing Hun." i Shrug

The Rest Of The Ride Home Is Almost Dead Silent.

"So Andre Invited Us Too His Party Too Night...you Wanna Go???" He Speaks As I'm About To Get Out Of The Car

"Umm...I Have A Son To Watch. I Can't Go To A Party. You Have A Son && Daughter. You Should Be The Last Person Trying To 'Party'. We Can't Do The Same Things That We Used Too Jordan. We Have A Responsibility Bigger Than The Both Of Us." I Glance At Him, His Face Turns From Happy To Sad. "look Jordan, I'm Sorry. It's Just That U Still Do Fun Stuff With Your Friends. While I'm Sitting At Home Watching DJ. The Only Thing I Can Do Is Go To The Mall, Then I Have To Take Him With Me. && I Know That U Come Over An Take Care Of Him Sometimes An I'm Not Complaining. I Just Seem Like I'm On The Edge Of Breaking Down. " A Small Tear Shoots Down My Cheek, I Wipe It away Quickly Before Jordan See.

He Looks Out His Window. Then At Me. I Just Look Away to Get Out Of The Car.

"Wait!!" He Yells.

My Body Wants To Run Into The House & Cry Into My Pillow. But My Mind Makes Me Stop, Turn & Face Him.

"What If We Get A Baby-sitter Then Me & U Can Have Some Us Time, While You Have Some Fun At The Same Time. Look!! Our Baby Is Suppose To Bring Us Closer Not Push Us Away. I'm Always Gonna Be There For My Son. But I'm Trying To Do Good In School And Basketball So Maybe I Can Go To College For Free To Provide For Our Family. Okay ??"

Thinking About Does Sound Pretty Fun. "Who Are You Thinking About For A Baby-Sitter?" I Smile.

"Ahhh Perfect, That's My Girl. And My Mom. She Loves Him An Always Wants Him To Come Over. "

"Ok" I Agree "It's Settle We're Going To A Party."

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• @ The Mall

Tiffany POV

I Walk Into The Mall On My Phone When I Get A Text From 😘😂Tay🙈💍❤️.

Tay: We're Sitting In The Food Court.

Me: Okay I'm On My Way There.

I Slide My Phone Into My Back Pocket While Walking Towards The Food Court. When I See Tay & DJ. He Has On Some Polo Boots With Polo Jeans And A Green Polo Shirt. Tay Has On The Same Floral Pants & Turquoise Blouse She Had On @ School.

"Hey Tay" I Approach.

"Tif, Wassup." She Says Standing Up.

"Nun" I Reply Taking DJ From Her Arms Into Mine. "Hey Lil Man" I Bounce.

As We Walk Into Baby Gap I Admire All The Cute Little Things For DJ.

"So Tif Are You Going To Andre's Party ???" Tay Asks Looking @ Some Pants.

"Yeah, You??" I Respond

"Yep"

"Yaayyy. What Are You Gonna Where???" I Ask Jumping Up

"Well I Have This Black Dress W/ My Red Bottom Heels. The Top Of Them Cheetah Print Tho. And I Got A Cheetah Print Belt. With That Tan Purse. That We Brought When We Went To Tampa. " She Explains All Excited.

I Really Glad That She's Coming To The Party Cause Since She Had DJ She Hasn't Gotten Out Much And She Still Needs To Have Some Time To Be A Kid. Cause This Is Her Senior Year. You'll Only Get One So You Enjoy It While It's Here.

"That Sounds Like It's Going To Be Really Pretty Tay."

*Attention All Shoppers The Glass Plaza Will Be Closing In 10 Minutes. Please Finish Up Your Shopping And Start To Head To The Check Out Counter. Thank You. Have A Great Day!!*

We Don't Have And Merchandise So We Just Decided To Head Home. And Get Ready. I Hand DJ Back To Taylor. Got In My Car A Drove Off.

Taylor's POV

I Strapped DJ In His Car Seat. Then Got In The Drivers Side While I Checked My Phone. 8:00. The Party Starts @ 10. I Toss My Phone To The Side And Drive Home. I Give DJ A Bath And Put On His Night Clothes. He Falls Asleep So I Lay Him On My Bed While I Get Ready. Take A Shower 9:20. Brush My Teeth 9:05. Get Dressed 9:15. Hair 9:30 Make-Up 9:45. DJ Has Clothes And Stuff @ His Nana's House. But Just In Case I Put Some Diapers In The Bag, Bottles And A Change Of Clothes.

"Ma I'm Gone!!!!" I Yell

Walking Down The Stairs.

"Okay Love You" She Calls Back.

When I Open The Door The Cold Air Hit All The Parts Of My Body That Is Exposed. DJ Is Wrapped In A Blanket With His Head Covered So He Won't Get Sick. Once I've Strapped Him In I'm Off To Jordan's House. The Clock On The Radio Reads 9:52.

I Pick Up My Phone To Call Jordan.

"Hello?? Hey Jordan I'm Turning In Outside...Huh??...Yea Okay."

I See Jordan Standing On The Porch a With His Mom. She Walks Over To The Car And Waves At Me. I Let The Window Down.

"Hi Ms. Destiny."

"Hi Sweetheart. How Are You Doing ??"

"Good" I Reply W/ A Smile.

Jordan Takes The Car Seat Out Into The House. When He Comes Back He Hops In The Passengers Seat. Ms. Destiny Walks Back Into The House And Close The Door. As Crooked Smile By J.Cole Sounded Thru The Speakers. I Rapped Alone. When We Pulled Up To Andre's House. There Where Cars Parked Every Where In The Grass. In The Driveway, The Street. Then I Can Tell This Party Most Defiantly Has Alcohol, Because There Is A Junior Running Around In The Front Yard Naked.