(trigger warning. Please don't read this if you get triggered easily. I also do not promote self-harm)
Jin
(Your POV)
I was in the bathroom, harming myself with a knife. I just simply placed the knife where I wanted to cut, and then dragged the knife across my skin. Of course it hurts, but I didn't care at this point. I watched the blood drip into the bathroom sink.
I got to 7 cuts before I heard knocking on the bathroom door.
"(Y/N) are you okay...?" I heard Jin ask on the other side of the door.
I didn't respond, so he opened the door and gasped when he saw my harmed arm. I didn't know what to do nor what to say. I had been found out by Jin... What was he gonna think? Would he hate me?
I was so lost in thought I didn't even notice Jin approaching closer. He gently grabbed my arm causing me to flinch slightly, and pulled me into a warm hug.
"Please don't harm yourself, (Y/N). If you can't stop right away, try cutting less and less by every time you do and maybe you'll be able to stop for good" Jin said softly. I felt tears form in my eyes and I hugged him back, crying into his chest and he didn't mind.
Suga
(Your POV)
It had been two weeks since me and Suga talked. I knew he was a busy person, but he never even sent me a single message. I knew I was thinking irrationally with the fact of if he liked me or not anymore, thinking he hated me, but I couldn't help it.
I would cut and/or hit myself daily, thinking everything's my fault. Today was one more cutting day. I sliced my skin slightly, the cut not being lifethreatningly deep, but deep enough for me to feel the stinging pain from the cut.
The blood dripped into the kitchen sink as i continued cutting. I didn't care how much it hurt anymore, I felt like I deserved pain.
(Suga's POV)
I had a bad feeling like every other day. I felt like something bad was happening to (Y/N). I quickly left my house, not wanting to risk her getting killed.
I knew I hadn't been texting her in a while, but that was mostly because my phone was out of batteries and we didn't have any chargers at the time. I closed the door behind me and ran straight to where (Y/N) lives.
I soon got there and through the window I saw her harming herself with a knife in the kitchen.
"Hell no!" I said and opened the door completely, since it wasn't entirely closed.
She turned her attention to me, her eyes being dull but she froze at the sight of me. I approached her and she backed away, probably scared I'm angry at her. I pulled her into a tight but gentle hug and she seemed surprised judging by how she stiffened, but soon hugged me back, burying her face in my chest and crying.
I kept her close, refusing to let go until she calms down. Once she stopped crying, I let go of the hug and grabbed her arm gently, taking her to the bathroom to get her arm bandaged.
J-hope
(Your POV)
I had been getting a whole lot of hate on my YouTube channel, one hater telling me to kill or burn myself.
I was gonna start burning myself and as if J-Hope had some sort of vision, he was right beside me, taking the lighter away from my grasp before I could harm myself with the lighter.
"Don't listen to the haters, they're just jealous of how amazing you are!" Hobi said, hugging me. I hugged back, a small smile appearing on my lips as I let my mind rest causing all the negative feelings to wash away, only feeling the happiness of Hobi having saved me.
"Thank you" I said softly. Hobi smiled and I closed my eyes, enjoying the warm hug that didn't end for quite a while, though I was happy it lasted.
Jungkook
(Your POV)
I had told just Jungkook about my self-harm issues and how I want him to be there for me while I try to stop self-harming.
Without hesitation, he pulled me into a tight but gentle and warm hug by him and I felt his breath on my neck causing me to blush.
"Of course I'll be here for you. You mean so much to me...More than you could ever begin to imagine..Please, seek help whenever you feel like harming yourself or committing suicide. Either tell me or someone else you trust" He said.
I smiled and hugged him back.
"I will. Thank you, Jungkook" I said calmly.
Rap Monster
{Literally attacks you with compliments and hugs and advice, wanting you to get better as soon as possible}
Jimin
(Your POV)
"You cut?!" Jimin asked/yelled, shocked. I was immediately scared he hated me.
"I-I-I'm s-sorry" I said, tears filling my eyes. Before I could say anything else, he pulled me into a warm hug.
"Why? Why are you harming yourself..? I'm not angry, I just wanna know" He said.
"....Everybody always just seemed to hate me..The amount of hate I recieve and cyber bullying is hard to handle..." I replied quietly but loud enough.
He let go of the hug and patted my head gently.
"Don't listen to the haters, they're only jealous. I know it might be difficult, but try to ignore their opinions. After all, you're you, and you're beautiful" Jimin said causing me to blush.
"Thanks Jimin" I said with a happy smile.
V
(Your POV)
As soon as I told V, he hugged me tightly but not too tight, seemingly not planning to let go.
"Please, don't. Ignore the hatred, I know you can do it! I'll help you" V said kindly and I smiled, hugging him back.
"Thank you" I said softly.
