A New Start

Confessions

"I like you." He admitted

Those three words.

"Come again?"

"I um like you?" He repeated this time a little unsure

I raised my hand and slapped him,  hard leaving a mark. He took a step obviously suprised.

"Do you know how long I waited for you? This days I ignored you pretended I wasn't there. And that time you stopped talking to me all of a sudden? And man that time we laughed together those were the good memories. But you nearly killed me so many times breaking my heart by pushing me aside. I has my hppes so high and you ruined me.I mean you used to make me feel so special when you called me that nickname. Only you could come up with such a special nickname. But when you ignored me I stopped trying to go after you. Do you know how many tears I've cried for you because I was afraid you never liked me? How many times I layed  in my bed wondering what was wrong with me or if I was good enough. You didn't know that did you?!"

"Aleandra I-"

"No! It's too late I'm done." I cut him off

"But-"

"Please!I already made up my mind it was a mistake to fall for you once, I'm not going to do it again." I backed away

But he pulled me back

"Please just listen."

"Stop-" I started to say with tears falling

Too late his lips inched toward mine, and I didn't find myself stopping him.

I pulled away then avoided his eye contact.

"I'm sorry all right? I really like you, just give me a chance."

"God I hate you so much." I cried brushing the tears away

He lifted my chin, wiping away my tears,"Look I'm always gonna be here." He promised

Gosh why can't I walk away?

Because you love him too much...my mind answered
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Ok ok I didn't finish not yet anyways we re just getting started.

Xo
Alexandra