( one shot )
***** means secret name.
My name is V****... and this is my heartbreaking funny love story ever.
It was February 3, my birthday, and I was walking down the corridor when I accidentally poured my hot chocolate coffee right into someone's chest.
He got so mad at me and told me to be careful next time or else somebody will really punch me in the face for being so stupid.
Of course it hurts me when he was saying it.
The next day I was with myself, too bad I don't have any friends in my new school because I'm just a transferee, somebody sat beside me.
I didn't really care who he was when he suddenly talked.
"Oh man. It sure is hot in here." -he said.
Then I remember... he's the guy I have bathed my coffee with.
"Are you talking to me?" -I asked.
He didn't seem to notice me because he didn't answer.
I felt embarrass about it.
For a moment I was staring at his face.
He sure is handsome.
Starting that day, I had a crush on him.
I always see him every time I went to the cafeteria or in our football field.
I made myself love him.
And when I was starting to make friends with everybody else, that's where I'm starting to be popular.
I really wish he'd notice me.
And he did...
February 14, Valentine's Day and the JS Promenade of Prince Academy, I really did get a chance to meet Mr. Inspiration.
I found out that his name is T*****.
We became friends.
He gave me his number.
We became close friends.
And there's this one Friday morning, February 28, when he greeted me Good Morning in front of my classmates and gave me a box of cookies.
Of course I just smiled and greeted him back and said thank you.
I didn't tell my classmates that I had a crush on him.
Even T***** didn't know.
For the first time, March 3, he drove me home.
When I was in my room I was jumping and jumping for being so happy and every emotion within me went crazy.
But here's more awkward, I prayed that he'd asked me out.
But for weeks of waiting, it didn't happen.
Even after graduation.
He just said that he's leaving to the states and find his new adventure there.
For months I was so down.
Knowing that he's gone, it breaks me.
1 year later I was on facebook and I just received a message.
It was from T*****.
I couldn't believe myself.
He video chatted me and we were talking for about 5 minutes when somebody behind his back just hugged him and kissed him in the cheeks.
Tears in my eyes were starting to fall and when he was starting to notice me he said...
"Oh no, it's not what you think..."
He hadn't finished his speech because I ended up the call.
"I hate you T***** so much..." -I cursed.
I was crying for 9 nights knowing things will never get better then I realized that I don't have the right to be mad because I'm not that special for him.
I moved on after that.
Someone new came in to my life.
We were in a relationship for 1 year and a half but the feeling that he's not the first guy I have loved is still different, so we ended up.
4 years past and I was on facebook again but no sign of T***** sending me messages.
And then someone knocked on my door.
"T****?"
"Surprised V****....hjhvghvhbjh"
And I didn't know what he was saying because I hugged him so tight I couldn't hear a vowel.
"How did you know I live here?" -I asked him.
"Well, I just do." -and he smiled.
"I missed you." -but I didn't look straight through him.
I was expecting him to say something better but it was the worst I've heard.
"I want you to be part of my marriage. We still need someone to be our party planner so maybe you could........."
"Thanks for the invitation T***** but I'm not going to accept it. I'm sorry. I'm leaving to England tomorrow so....... Congrats."
I lied to him about going to England.
And I gave him a fake smile hoping he wouldn't notice it.
He left and I knew he was so disappointed about it.
When he was gone I was crying for God's sake.
Why is something so important to me can't be mine?
I felt that the world is so unfair and so mean.
I didn't learn my lesson.
It didn't change my feelings.
I haven't found someone new.
And I did make myself miserable.
I'm now 27 and still single.
Because one thing I can do is never let go of someone who's forever lock in my heart that I don't even know if the lock will open and the pain will fade, and put another Special Someone in.
End...............
