Talking To The Moon [Kellic]

Emotional

[Night time]

[POV:Kellin]

Ever since what I saw in the hallway, I been keeping my distance away from the gang and especially Vic. He been blowing up my phone asking me where I was or what happened but I never replied back. It was night time and the moon was up. I looked up to the moon and begin to cry.

Why did you do this to me! I wished and wished for 8 fucking years and this is what I get! I said sobbing. I knew the moon will never talk back but I felt like shit. I know I promised Vic I'll never cut myself but I don't care anymore.

WARNING WARNING!!!!!

I went to my bathroom looking for any type of sharp items but couldn't find anything. So I went to my mom's bathroom and saw one of my dad's old razor blade.

Oh how I miss you dad. I whisper/sob to myself. I went to my bathroom and sat on the dirty tile floor. I started to think should I do this, should I die, should I stop MY life, but all of my positive stuff got destroy by my negative stuff. Do it! Do it! Fuck your life! No one will ever love you! Your mom hates you! Your dad left you! He never fucking came back! Vic doesn't love you! Your weak! Your ugly! Your a pussy! Your a wimp!

No one will ever love you! I screamed as I cut my wrist.

FUCK MY LIFE! 1

VIC DOESN'T LOVE ME! 2

NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE ME! 3

MY DAD FUCKING LEFT ME! 4

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MY LIFE is a lie! 29

29 cuts and I'm still alive and to end it all... one last one.

I Loved Him

Then I passed out.

WARNING OVER

[POV:Vic]

Ever since at lunch, Kellin has been distance from me and the gangs and we're worry. I try to call him and text him but he never answers them. So here I am, in the car with Jaime in the parking lot of Kellin's house. Jaime tells me I shouldn't go because maybe Kellin won't want to talk to me so I just let him go.

[POV:Jaime]   [Shook]

I was in front door of Kellin's house because fucking Vic told me to drive to him. I don't know why he keeps talking about him when his dating me! But whatever. I knock on the door and no one answers. I try again and nothing, so I try opening the door and it's open.

He can't even lock his damn door. I said to myself and looked back to my car to see Vic with a worry look. I motion my hand to stay there while I went inside. I go inside to hear muisc playing upstairs so I follow the muisc to see its Kellin's room. I open the door to see light coming from somewhere and when I follow it, it's was from the bathroom. So I open the door to see a Kellin on the floor bleeding from his wrist and something written. I look closer to see and it shocked me.

I loved him

I loved him,but who? I asked and then it hit me. All the times,his looking at Vic, he laughs at Vic's jokes which aren't even funny, he gets amazed when he lookes at him, and when Vic's not at school he asks or goes to Vic's house. But why him, Vic's LOVES me not some whimp pussy. I pull him out from his bathroom and check for pulse. And well their's one.

Damn just die already. I said to myself as I pull him downstairs.I have to put a act because of Vic so I carried Kellin bridal style and put on a worry face.

You own me one fucker. I whisper to him. And went outside running to the car and damn his heavy as fuck maybe that's why he wanted to end his life too. Just thinking about that makes me laugh.

God his never going to have Vic. I laughed until I came to Vic and he had a horrified face.

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPEND TO HIM! He said beginning to sob.

I don't know, help me get him to the hospital! I screamed and he opened the door. I put him in as Vic goes to the back and I get confused.

Why are you going to the back? I asked.

Because his my best friend Hime! He screamed. I rolled my eyes as I go to the driver seat and drive to the hospital. God at hate his guts!

[POV:Vic]

I can't believe he did this! He fucking promised me, he wouldn't do this! I was sobbing my heart out as I hug him and checking his pulse. He still had one but it was fatal.

Don't die Kells, I need you. I said sobbing/hugging him. I see Jaime rolling his eyes but I don't care, I just need Kells back. We finally get there and I pick up Kells as fast as I can and take him inside.

ANYONE HELP ME! MY BEST FRIEND CUT HIMSELF! HELP ME! I screamed and nurses came in running with a bed and I placed him there, holding his hand and crying.

Please stay alive Kells! I said kissing his hand. They told me to stay in the waiting room and fill in some forms.

[Few hours later....]

I was waiting for them to call in Kellin's name and while waiting I texted the gang telling them what happened and now there here. Jaime been supporting me all the way but his get a little bit cranky.
His telling me to not worry, but my fucking best friend of 8 years just attempted suicide. His just getting into my nerves but whatever. We were all talking when one of the doctors called his name and I ran up to him telling him what happened.

Well Mr.Fuentes you are very lucky! If Mr.Quinn haven't came in on time, he would had died. He said.

But what happened doc!? Why did he do it? I asked.

Well I think it was about a boy because.... He didn't say anything and just took out a photo. I looked at the photo and almost black out. In the picture, he had cuts and cuts on top of each other and the one that stuck out the most was....

I loved him

I was bawling my eyes out as Mike hugs me.

When can I see him? I asked

Well since we put him to sleep, you can see him now but only one person at a time. The doctor said and I nodded. He left and we talked how I was going first so then I told the nurse where his room number is and I went. When I got there, he looked so peaceful. I walked up to him and sat down on the chair while grabbing his hand and kiss it. I begin to sob.

Why did you do it Kells? You promised! Who did this to you? I asked/sobbing my heart out.

Who did you love? Why didn't you tell me you loved a guy? Don't you trust me,did you think I'll get mad? I asked while sobbing some more. I know he won't replied so I left and let the other guys go.

[POV:Jaime]

I went to Kellin's room because I was forced too and I hate it. I walked up to him just grabbing his hand and playing with it. I sat at the chair and looked at him.

Why does Vic care about you? Your a piece of shit, maybe that's why you wanted to die! You wanted Vic, but you can't have him. I said laughing. I continue to laugh until Vic came and told me to take him home. We went to his house and I gave him a goodnight kiss but he just hugged me. Werid but whatever.

[POV:Vic]

I was too tired to do anything so I went to my room to change and well I was looking for a jacket,because it gets cold at night, when I found one of Kells jacket that he left and I begin to cry.

I miss you Kells! I said crying. I put it on and it still smells like him. So I went to bed trying to sleep when I heard a voice.

Viccy it's me. They said. I was to tired to pay attention so I just blocked out the voice and fell asleep.