Summers pov
Walking down the school hallways is part of my daily routine
Wake up ,get dressed ,pull out the scissors,cut,cleanup , make breakfast,go to school , walk down the hallways to get to class
When I opened the classroom door I felt as if I was shot.
I saw him with her .
Him is Freddy , Freddy huerta , my Best friend , the good hair dude , the drummer, my soulmate
Her is Maya , Maya laci , she is pretty ,she is rich , she is sweet she has an amazing life
Of course once again I knew he would never fall for a girl like me .
Before he could notice I ran into the one bathroom down in the basement .
I looked in the mirror to see everything I get called
Whore
Ugly
Hate
Stupid
Retard
Bitch
MistakeEverything everybody says about me is true I'm never going to be a normal girl that's amazing I'm always just going to be summer Hathaway , the girl nobody cares about,the girl who is hated , the girl nobody will ever love.
I'm just a mistake
Every time I hear that word I relate to me I'm not pretty ,I'm not skinny so I starve myself , I cut because cutting makes my pain feel even deeper its makes me feel like I deserve it .
I ran home . I don't even call that place home by home I meant a haunted abuse house .
Once when I opened the door I knew I made a huge mistake .
"STUPID FUCKING BITCH YOU FORGOT TO COCK ME BREAKFAST "
I knew I forgot something to do on my daily routine .
"I-im sor-sorry" I said shivering
I felt being pushed to ground and bubbles popping over and over again from ever kick. I felt everywhere I was kicked blood
He grabbed me and threw me into his room.
I knew he wanted to sexually assault me
"Take off your clothes " he yelled
"But-but I don't want to" I whimpered .
"BUT I TOLD YOU TOO" he yelled again
Quickly I took of my uniform before I could get anymore bruises .I felt a heavy body on mine
Ughhhhhhh
Quickly he slammed his lips on mine I tried pulling away but I couldn't he was to strong his mouth was all over my body before I knew in was naked ."NOW GET OUT YOU NEEDY WHORE" he screamed
I quickly ran out.
I jumped out of my window to go to Freddy's . I threw on a sweatshirt and some shorts . I ran I quickly and quietly .
Luckly Freddy didn't live that far away .
Knock knock knock
"Oh hi summer" Mrs.Huerta greeted me
"Hi Mrs.Huerta is Freddy home?" I ask politely
"Oh yes he is in his room you may come in" she said letting me in
"Thank you" I said and she just smiled at me
I ran up stairs and knocked on his door
"Come in" I heard him yell
When I opened the door he was only in his boxers and shirtless
"SUMMER" he yelled quickly running is his closet
"Sorry" I said
He came out wearing a cute shirt and some shorts
"What are you doing here , not trying to be rude ?" He said
"Well I was wondering if I could stay with you for while and ya "I said
" okay 1st is everything OK with your dad and 2nd why didn't you ask tomika "he said
" 1st its a long story that I don't think im ready to tell and 2nd remember zomika is having their one year anniversary sleepover." I said nicely
"Well I will go ask my mom he said "
It took a few minute's but he came back in smiling .
"So you can stay in the guest room " he said happy .
"Okay thank you so much" I said giving him a hug
Once I got into the guest room he came in with some clean clothes and I just smiled at him.
Once I went to Bed I couldn't help but twist and turn in the bed and I guess Freddy could hear because he came running in .
"Do you want me to lay with you?" he said
I nodded my head .
Sooner or later it was like 3:32 but I don't know we were looking into each others eyes but we didn't notice how close our faces were . I closed my eyes for just a second in till I felt a pair of soft lips slammed on mine I opened them quickly and it was Freddy . Our lips joined the sync and it kept going and going in till finally he got on top of me not breaking the kiss he took off my shirt and shorts and he did same for them it went on in on till finally we heard a soft voice
"Freddy summer i just wanted to say I'm heading to work " Mrs.Huerta said
Once Freddy got off me we were blushing like crazy .
Maybe living with my crush won't be that bad .

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web of lies/school of rock
Fanfictionsummer= ugly heart broken unloved depressed abused asexually assaulted broken falling