If Only You Knew

Chapter 11

Tray's (Pov)

I'm nervous as hell right now. Today's the day I let my bestfriend know my true feelings. I'm really hoping some where in that little heart of hers feel the same way for me. She got me feeling like a bitch, I've never felt this way about a girl before. It's like they just hit me right after we kissed. It was always there but now its on overload. I smiled, pushing my nervousness to the side. I got a good feeling about this.

I looked over smiling hard as she was singing along to beyoncè. She got a beautiful ass voice though, but her head to big already for me to let her know that.

"Let B sing that shit." She stop singing and mugged the shit out of me. I burst out laughing.

"Don't play, you know you like my singing." She said rolling her eyes. I sure do but like I said, I ain't about tell her cocky ass that.

"What ever B sound better and you drowning her out, and don't be rolling your eyes at me." I stuck my tongue out. "What ever Tray. Where the hell you taking me. I'm tired of being in this car with your ugly ass." I laughed. "Nigga you love me and I told your impatient ass to sit back and relax. I'm the driver." She huffed and pouted. Her sexy ass. "But Traay, this a long ass ride you know I don't like sitting this long." Really we only been in the car for like 20 minutes. "Then go to sleep and I'll wake you when we get there."

"Fine." she placed her head on the door and closed her eyes. After like five minutes of silence I felt her lift my arm and place my hand on her leg. I smiled. I like the fact that she can't sleep without me touching her in some kind of way. She would call me at two in the mooring because she can't sleep and my soft ass would be right there. I'd only do that for her though.

She finally fell asleep. I turned the radio up a little bit, driving to our destination. The beach. I knew she loved the beach, so why not take her there and spill my feelings out.

When I pulled up to the beach I reached over and shook her. "Iys."

"Hmm?" she said half sleep. "We here." She woke up and stretched taking in her surroundings. "Why didn't you just say the beach." "Because I just didn't nigga." I stuck my tongue out at her again. "You ain't cute." She said laughing. I got out, opened her door, and we started walking towards the beach.

I walked us to this area where King told me to go. He reserved a spot just for us. We had this long talk about how I better treat her right and not break her heart and I told him I wanted to tell her so we came up with this.

We we walked to the spot, she gasped. Whats wrong. Did she not liked it. Maybe this was a mistake. "Aww for me." I nodded, getting that nervous feeling all over again.

It was a little candle lit dinner on the pier. When we were 10 she always said she wanted a date here so I'm going be the one to make that happen. We got seated our waiter came and set our food in front of us. Steak and stuffed potatoes. As we ate we talked and laughed about everything and nothing. Another reason why I love her, our conversations are never dull we can talk about anything and nothing at all. It can be silent as hell, I'll still enjoy her company. This my lil rider though.

When we finished eating we walked along the beach and stop to sit down and watch the sun set. She liked romantic shit like this. We're so close as it is now I can see why Jas always thought we were messing around. I never notice how close we were till now.

She was sitting in between my legs with her back up against my chest admiring the sun set but I was admiring her. Nothing can compare to her, not even the sun setting. I watched as her hair was flying in her face as the wind blew around us. She was beautiful as fuck. She turned her head and looked up at me smiling. I smiled back even though I'm nervous as hell. "Why'd you do all this?" She ask with this confused expression on her face, turning back around towards the shore. "Can I tell you something." fuck man this is it. She nodded.

"You know that girl I was telling you about." she nodded again slowly. "I'm in love with her, I never noticed it until now but I know I always had love for her. She means the world to me and I do anything and everything for her and I know she'd do the same. I just need to know if she feels the same way." I said looking off in a distance.

"Why didn't you tell her." "I'm trying to." I said looking down at her. She turned her head looking at me again. "What do you mean." I laughed. "I mean, I love you Iysis. I'm in love with you." I looked in her eyes and  something was definitely there, but I couldn't tell what it was. "Y-your in love w-with me." I nodded.

It was a long silence. My heart was beating so fast. This was the moment I'd either call her my girl or mess up our friendship. "Say something please." I whispered. She turned around in my lap and brought her hand up to my face.

Oh shit she's probably about to slap my ass. I closed my eyes waiting for it, but it never came. Instead I felt her lips on mine. I kissed back once again feeling something between us. We kissed for a while until she pulled back. I didn't wanna stop. I would take her right here on this beach. I left my thoughts when she spoke. "I love you too." she said smiling hard, looking me deep in my eyes. "Are you for real." she nodded. I smiled hard as fuck feeling accomplished. I took he face in my hand and kissed her again this time harder with more passion. "I love you." I said letting those three words that used to be so foreign to me flow from my mouth. "I love you too."

What a great ass day !