I want to be loved not just by my friends I want someone who will be there for me that I can call mine that's hot, nice,funny but the problem is I'm not going to get that I'm not cute or hot I'm just me and idk how I'm going to get someone special In my life, it feels like everyone says I'm nice smart and funny but I'm only seen as the gbf or the gay that people only like as a friend or a brother not in a relationship kind of way.