It's odd to think that in a way I did this to myself entirely. I avoid people it's one of the only things I'm good at.
I'm terrified to text first or even to keep a conversation going for too long out of fear that I'm just wasting the persons time.
As a result I'm not very close to anyone and I guess I don't really have a right to complain. I mean I can always change it, right? But why does it seem so impossible.
I know I'm replaceable. I know I'm annoying. I know I'm clingy. I know I get on people's nerves really easily.
Sometimes I'll even ignore people so I seem less attached. It doesn't come across like that though. It just makes me seem like a bitch.
I don't have a best friend anymore I don't think I have in quite a long time. I'm scared to get that close to people.
Schools starting soon and my feelings are so mixed. It'll help bring a little bit of order to me life but I really don't know if I'm ready to be around so many people. I'm
It's weird because I have friends and even though I miss them so much I'm avoiding talking to them. I wish I understood myself.
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Short StoryFuck where do I even begin. This is a little bit of a look inside my head I guess. There isn't really any other way to put it. Enjoy.
