Another Shot Of Love

Prologue

I was staring at the airport's entrance with a very heavy chest. "This is it B, you're supposed to be happy at last makakamit mo narin ang pangarap mo" those are the words I keep on telling myself. I should be happy pero paano ako sasaya kung may maiiwan akong importanteng tao sa buhay ko? How can I fully be happy kung alam kong sa pagiging masaya ko ay may masasaktan ko ang taong mahal ko?

I released a heavy sigh and continued my walk towards the front desk of the attendants when I heard a very familiar voice that shouted my name.

"Brianna"
I stopped as I close my eyes. I didn't know hearing my name could be this painful.

"B, wait let's talk please"
He grabbed my arm and turned me to him. My face remained blank I don't want to show him how much in pain I am. Because I know the more he'll see pain in me the more he'll stop me from leaving.

"Wala na tayong dapat pag usapan pa Tripp, My decision is final I'm leaving" He clenched his teeth his eyes are red and full of anger but then I saw a glimpse of pain and begging. His grips are getting tighter. Masakit pero mas masakit ang puso ko.

"That's it? Tapos na tayo? Bakit ang dali sayong bitawan ako B? Minahal mo ba talaga ako?"
I didn't say anything. I'm busy holding my tears at kung mag sasalita man ako ay alam kong hahagul-gol ako.

"Fine! Kapag umalis ka wala kanang babalikan"
Tumalikod ako at dire-diretsong naglakad. I forced myself not to look back.

"AHHHHHHHHH!" I heard him scream. Nag uunahan sa pag tulo ang luha ko followed by my sobs.

I know and I'm sorry.
You'll be my the one whom i let go of and it fucking hurts like hell. Pero pangako sa pagbalik ko ay hindi ka pa nakatali then I'll chase you no matter what it takes, I'll have you back and you'll no longer be my the one that got away. Mahal na mahal kita tripp.