The Havocs of my Heart

Letter Two

Listen!
Hi!
I used to be your best friend.
Happy Birthday .
Things have changed so much since the last time. It's your birthday and I'm no longer a part of your life. Last year, this time we were celebrating your birthday together. No gifts exchanged but memories were created. Now those memories turned bittersweet. I know I did this to us, I know it's all my fault, but I'm not with you to create more happy memories and you still hold a very precious part of me. I know I have no right over you but I just can't get myself not to write this. You were my better half, a true soulmate, my best friend.... Or so I thought. You betrayed my trust not once, not twice but manier times, I still overlooked everything everyone said about you, well I guess blinding trust and love does acquaint to back stabbing.
I believed if the world left me you'd still be by my side. Well, guess what, I was wrong.
You had a knife through my aching heart and yet you couldn't see the blood. Well I guess I deserved it for trusting you blindly. Now I am destroyed for anyone else.
Thanks a lot.
You taught me love and you taught me betrayal. You taught me to live while leaving me to die. You pulled me out of my cage but you trapped me in another one. Thanks a lot for teaching me about life.
And you know what I realised... Life doesn't suck, the wrong people do.
And I know we agreed to no gift policy between us but sorry, this year I'm going to give you a gift.
They say the more tears you shed the more happier you are in your life.
Well this year, on your birthday, I gift you all my tears, wishing they bring you the happiness they couldn't bring me.
Love
Your ex best friend.