When I Lost You, I Lost Myself

Chapter 24

We were laying in his bed cuddling and talking about his singing career. He liked talking about it, it made him happy. It was cute seeing him light up about singing and him getting so smiley.
"So what do you plan on doing for your future?"
"I don't plan on getting there. Even if I do I don't know, nothing sparks my interest. I mean you can say singing, but there's a million other kids trying for that and it's rare you make it. I'm too quiet to do anything, but I don't care enough to try"

"What do you mean, you don't plan on getting there?"
"I guess you'll have to figure that out by yourself" Harry sat up and got out of his bed.
"Where are you going?"
"You'll have to figure that out by yourself" He walked into his studio. I followed him and when I walked inside it was pretty cool. There was microphones, the cool controls, guitars and pictures of Harry smiling.

"This is cool"
"Can you go over there and sing?" Ha, he was joking right? I'm not singing, no way. I had my eyebrows raised at him.
"Come on, for me?" He started batting his eyelashes, and he made the pouty face. I guess something about this kid just flipped a switch.

"What song do I sing?" I walked over to the microphone and sat on the stool.
"Pick" He handed me a tablet. I searched up Riptide by Vance Joy and handed Harry the tablet. "Harry if this goes on whatever social media you have I swear I will cry"
"Alright" He sat down near the controls and the beat started going. I was nervous to sing in front of him. If I go off-key it would be so embarrassing. I started singing. I was still nervous. I got through the first chorus and verse and I finally settled in. I let the song kinda take me away. I was just singing, and I kept my eyes low. They focused on the cords wrapped on the floor.

The song was over, thank God. I didn't need the nervousness anymore. Although I still had it, I was nervous on what Harry had to say. As he walked over to where I was sitting he stuck out his hand, I just looked at him funny.

"Come on take my hand, let me show you something" With that being said I took his hand. Harry sat in the wheel chair near the controls and left me standing.
"Here" He pulled me to him, and I was on his lap. I felt a little less nervous.
"Can you hand me that laptop?" I turned and saw a silver laptop, I gently pulled it to me and then handed it to Harry. He was playing on it, and pulled up a video OF ME SINGING! Oh hell no!