I was so tired. I needed to sleep but I couldn't fall asleep.
It happened often these days. I would get tired without doing anything but when I would go to bed I couldn't sleep.
It happened because Jiyong wasn't there with me. He left some days ago and I've been all by myself since then.
He has a really important role in my life, bring without him is like I can't breathe freely.
He's like air to me. I need him or I can't survive.
I've been rolling on the bed trying to find a comfortable position for the last 2 hours, but it doesn't seem like I'll fall asleep soon.
It feels so weird to be in bed without him next to me.
I sighed and caressed my protruding womb. I smiled when I felt my baby kicking. I still didn't know if it would be a boy or a girl, but I already loved him or her so much.
I was finally falling asleep when I heard the bedroom door opening.
I sleepily lifted my head and saw Jiyong with a apologising smile.
"Sorry, did I wake you up?"
"You didn't. I can't fall a sleep." He took off his shoes and sat on the bed next to me. I went near him and hugged him." I didn't expect you to come back this soon."
He smiled and kissed my forehead." Do you want me to leave?"
I pouted." I didn't say that."
He put a hand in my belly. "I suppose you can't sleep because of this little one, right?"
"That and because you know I can't sleep well without you, Ji." I snuggled closer to him.
"Lay down on you side."
I obeyed. He was behind me.
"Now rest, baby." He kissed my head before putting his hands on my womb, caressing it.
Finally, with Jiyong next to me I was finally able to fall asleep.
