I sit in this room all alone
Hoping that my phone would ring
And I could hear your voice again
Knowing inside that it isn't going to happen
6 years down the drain
I drink so much to cover the pain
I can't believe what you've done to me
How could you kill the little bit of love that I had. Left in me
I'm cold now
Inside I'm froze
You beat ever ounce of life out of me
But still I lived for you
I didn't leave
I didn't listen to my friends or family
I believed you
When you told me all I needed was you
You told me I was blind
Even though all I could see was you
I let you have everything I worked so hard for
Because I loved you
I thought I was different
You told me that you never been in love like this
Every cry
Every beating I took
Because I loved you
I know you only hit me
Because you were afriad to loose me
But I don't understand
Why I now feel so lost
I'm empty inside
But my eyes are full
I loved you
I guess deep down I'm a fool