Why I Need You Tonight...

Chapter 5: The Music Lesson

The sunlight was shining right into my face. I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't. Last night was horrible. I cried till the morning and I barely could have any sleep.

Walking from Ross's room to mine was just like walking from heaven to hell.
I sat and grabbed my pillow, I was thinking how to look at Riker's face again. I'm so mad at him,but I also know he might be really sad. I shouldn't have slapped him. I feel so bad for him. But he ruined my first kiss! No one allowed him to do that without my permission. He should at least had stop out when I was trying to pull out, but he didn't.

But I'm still happy I didn't lose myself and kissed him back, so my first kiss isn't totally ruined if I didn't really feel the passion.

I got up to change my clothes ,after brushing my teeth and doing my usually morning stuffs.

I went downstairs to have some breakfast , I was rushing because I was trying to avoid seeing Riker so hard. Well, of course he'll be at the table, but I didn't want to get alone with him.

I had raised my head to look in front of me and his magnificent image appeared to me, I didn't realized how that happened , I just found myself in his arms.

"I'm really glad you decided to fall into my arms" he winked at me.
"Well… I guess I'm the one who should be glad that your arms caught me , Blondie!" I put my hands on his strong chest, I could actually feel his muscles underneath his black sexy shirt.
For some reason I can't take my eyes off his. He was all I need .  He was my oxygen, even though he takes my breath away.

Ross POV
I was looking at her gloss of lips . I'm starting to realize that she might hide some feelings for me. But I couldn't do anything until I'm sure. And I have to admit that I also wanted to play hard to get… After all , she seems to do the same… or maybe she just doesn't have any experience yet .

Audrey's POV
"Come on guys are you coming?" We pull out at the voice of Rocky with some food in his mouth .
"Too bad! They took our moment away , let's go eat" he grabbed my hand , I blushed. My hand was drowning into his, and the feeling of that warmth was giving me butterflies .
I was so happy, my place is next to him… I'm such a little girl .
But the bad thing , that Riker is just in front of me and that was really pissing me off .

I wasn't really hungry anymore so I decided to get up. Riker followed me to the kitchen .

"Good you followed me Riker , I actually wanted to talk to you" I was really nervous and I was playing with my fingers and looking at my feet .
"Look, before you say anything … I'm so sorry okay? I had no right to do that, I was just a stupid asshole " he put his hands on my shoulders .
"Don't say that … I forgive you. I didn't want to slap you , it happened itself . I'm sorry too" I looked at his hair that was hiding his left eye.
"Can we still be friends?" He seemed really sorry , and I didn't want to lose anyone in my life .
"Of course! Nothing will stop my friendship with all of you" I said that with the exception of the blonde baby in my head of course .
"Thanks a lot . you're the sweetest Auds" he hugged me tight and I hugged him back .
Then he went to the backyard with the others, and I turned away to have some apple juice .

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It's finally night , and in my room I was looking from my window , watching the stars , when I realized that the moon was in the room next to mine . I was waiting for everyone to sleep so I can go to Ross's room for my music lesson . I was honestly so hyped .
I know it's gonna be fun.

I knocked the door , and entered . He was sitting on his bed with his guitar and he gave me a big smile .

"So, are you ready for your first lesson, I thought you would forget honestly." He chuckled.
"Why would I forget ? I told you I will come and here I am, but if you want I can go back Blondie"  I was mocking around .
"I like that you call me that, and now stop messing around and come here" I walked and set next to him as he give me his guitar.
He put my hands in the right position and started giving me instructions and riding my fingers .
I was trying so hard to concentrate , his voice and the feeling of his skin on mine was driving me crazy , but I'm happy I could avoid a lot of mistakes and he seemed proud of me.

He was behind me , still giving me instructions . but then his hands were no longer on mine, they were heading right to my waist and his nose was so close to my neck that he caused a shiver across my spine . I could feel myself blushing and my heart beating so fast that I felt it could stop anytime .

I had no longer strength to hold the guitar . the world stopped! It was just me and him on his bed , his hand was caressing my thigh now , while he was trying to take off my hair of my neck and he started to place some soft kisses on it .

That was probably the most intense feeling I ever had . this boy was a sort of magician . it's amazing what he can do with some caresses and kisses .

"You smell so good Auds" his nose was still brushing on my neck , and his lips were doing there magic too . Then he began to suck gently on my skin , and giving me small bites .  And all I could do was biting my lip .
I was now on his lap , and I don't even know how that had happened , and his leg was between mine . that couldn't be more weird .
I'm only 15 , I've never experienced those things… what should I do?
I turned away to face him …
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Hey guys! I had some idea so I decided to update today ! I hope that makes you happy as much as I am . I still have a lot of ideas . what do you think will happen next?
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