13) Soul

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Kookie🍪: I'm gonna need you to listen
Don't say anything until I say I'm finish
And listen to me

Tae💖: I'm listening.....

Kookie🍪: I know lately we've been distant, yeah?

Tae💖: ....yeah

Kookie🍪: but the thing is... I'm afraid... I'm afraid of a lot of things.... I'm afraid of losing you...but more importantly....
..........
I'm afraid of you

Tae💖: oh

Kookie🍪: I'm afraid when you get mad at me...
I'm afraid when you yell at me
I'm afraid when you lie to me
I'm afraid when you make me feel safe and then betray me
I'm also afraid when you go through my personal things without my knowledge
I'm afraid when you pressure me into doing things I'm not comfortable doing
I'm afraid of a lot of things you do
But in most importantly afraid of waking up one day and remembering that.....we aren't together....that you don't love me anymore and we've moved in
I know it's natural for people to move from one lover to the next, but I'm not ready...no yet...

Tae💖: oh....

Kookie🍪: Taehyung, I want to trust you, and believe you, and be able to wait for you, and to kiss you without knowing nothing is wrong, but it's really hard to do that when all i am is worrying. I don't want to think you're doing something terrible...or crude, or cheating....
So I need you to work with me on building this relationship back up to where it was before.

Tae💖: okay

Kookie🍪: I want you to be there for me and I want to be there for you.
I want to go on dates again, like we use to......
...
Please?

Tae💖: ok

Kookie🍪: ....
Ok?
Just ok????
That's it??????
Just ok????????
I poured my fucking heart out into this and you just say....
OK??????

Tae💖: well, I have one more thing to say

Kookie🍪: what????



Tae💖 is typing.....

















Tae💔: sometime we don't always get what we want

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