Depression 101

So I know that a lot of people in this world suffer from depression. I myself am one of them. I'm only 19 years of age and unfortunately the whole depression thing runs in my family. it really sucks too because not a lot of people my age ... In my generation... Understand the seriousness, the dangers, the loneliness and the forever non understanding of WHY THE HELL I FEEL THIS WAY.

I hope I haven't bored any of you guys just yet!!! I understand that this isn't something that a lot of people like to hear and younger people might comment on how depressing I'm being but that is the title after all.

I always wonder how many people suffer in silence with this horrible disease... That's what it is really ... A disease. We live with this horrible head full of deep, dark and sinister feelings. all of this emotion we have building up inside of us and we don't have anybody to turn to with this burden. after all who would want to share a burden like this with someone.

That's my lot for now... I hope you all realise and understand that this is not meant to bring anybody down or make anybody feel discouraged about talking to people about your problems. we shouldn't feel shameful for the way we are feeling ...