for so long, why did i stay?
i was in so much pain,
i guess i just really can't say…
you were there,
but i was here.
I ran and my mind swirled,
it was only me,
i entered my own isolated world.
the corner is where i stayed,
sobbing and
cutting with that same old blade.
you never noticed me,
but i was there,
you were the only reason my lungs filled with air.
i sat alone that day,
until you and your “friends” came,
and told me i couldn't stay.
i walked away with tears in my eyes,
the pain of your hatred killed me inside.
knowing how bad you wanted me to die,
i looked at the hanging rope
and took one last cry.
that night,
i kicked the chair
and closed my eyes,
i let go of my last breathe,
nobody will ever hear my cries.
for so long, why did i stay?
i was in so much pain,
i guess i really can’t say...
