My Lovely Enemy

[chapter 3] Jealously or Happiness

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Jennie's POV.

I was wondering why Wonwoo dragged Sohye with him the other day.

I was in deep thought when suddenly, I was disturbed by Gain yelling, "Kim Mingyu! Right?" on top of her lungs.

As I was startled I didn't know what to do but stare at Sohye. She had a big red spot on her forehead.

She was retaining Gain as she was making her way to Mingyu and his friends while pulling her sleeves up as if she was picking a fight.

When they were apologizing I saw Wonwoo smile at Sohye. I was shocked as till now he didn't even spare a glance at me or even smiled at me once since the day he knew I liked him.

I didn't know how I was feeling. It was like someone was just strapping me with a duck-tape to a blanket.

I was suffocating too much.

And it was all because of Wonwoo. Why was he smiling at Sohye as if he was looking at his long lost love?

No!

I stopped my thoughts. I should be happy for him to like a girl. But why is he doing this to me when he knows that I like him alot since we were in middle school? But I should be happy for him. I mentally slapped myself for almost having mean thoughts.

I decided to take some fresh air and think, so I left the cafeteria and went to the rooftop.

Just as I opened the door, I was invited by a gust of wind making my hair fly.

I sat on the extra chairs that were left on the roof top. At that time I recalled all the memories when Wonwoo and I were happy friends.

When Wonwoo always laughed with me no matter what joke I told him.
But he changed, the moment he realized my feelings towards him.

I still remember my confession towards him.

*Flash back... To middle school*

I was waiting for him to arrive at the park as he lived near this neighborhood, clutching a bunch of freshly picked daisies that I begged my mother to buy for me.

I waited while sitting on a swing.

I was swaying back and forth with the kids that were beside me when someone pushed me from back.

I was startled and so was the person who pushed me. I got off from the seat, now facing Wonwoo.

"Did I keep you waiting?" He asked me, with concern in his voice. I shook my head.

Then I gave him the flowers and confessed. But I ended up realizing the reality and I ended up going home with a not-so-good expression.

That night, I cried as if there was no tomorrow. It hurt..

"It hurts... It hurts so much..." I wept, as I kept on hitting my chest which felt heavy and pained.

I woke up feeling the wetness of my pillow because of how much I had cried the other night.

I pushed him away from my heart and feelings. I tried to move on, but I couldn't get over him.