Isolation can play on human emotions. One day you would rather stay in the comfort of your own abode, no interaction, just you. It gives you peace. It gives you time. It gives you freedom. However sometimes, isolation feels like you're slowly descending into darkness, out of the view of all the people that you have ever known. No interaction, just you. You feel like you are in a sea, drifting further away from the shore. You feel imprisoned. Your life becomes a blur.
Isolation can destroy any joy or happiness that you may have previous felt until you can no longer feel anything. You become numb. No more pain, No more worries. Just you. You're calm, you are finally at peace. But before your mind begins leaving your body you feel a fire kindle in your heart. Not the warm an fuzzy feeling but the excruciating pain reality has caused. It spreads like wild fire filling and burning the plain that is your entire body. You're eyes begin to glass over and you know that the next blink can send you over the edge. You clench your hand in a tight fist and blink. Tears flood down your cheeks. Your breathing quickens and hitches but not a sound is made. No one can hear you. You scream in agony but yet again the atmosphere remains empty. You feel lost. There is nothing you can do. You are trapped in the quicksand of emotions. As tears form pools beneath you, you helplessly watch everything that you have ever loved dissolve.
