The dreamer
How long?
How long do I have to stay for you to love me the way I love you because I have been here my whole life and all I get are words that I don't need. All I have ever ask for was love all, I have ever asked for was to get home from a long day and know that you will be there not your money, not your fame, just the loving arms I dream about at night when no one was there. Not you, not the moon my only friend, just me. Thats all I ever had late at night when everything was calm but when there was a life changing storm inside me.
I missed you......no I missed the one that I thought you would become just for me. How foolish of me to think that you would change for me because I thought that if I just gave you enough of my love you could somehow fix the crack in my heart that only you could fix.
How foolish, but I was just a Child with hope that maybe just maybe you out of all people would see the real me.
Times have changed. Life has passed. I'm no longer a child but a woman. It's was hard, to see you walking with a girl when you said I was "it"
Times have changed I'm no longer scared of tomorrow, I no longer wonder if there is a tomorrow because I know, I know that life will go on. I know there's a new me standing in front of you today. I have created that, I have built myself from the ground up! Not for you but for me. It all started with me saying "mind is greater then matter" look at how that was changed, because you are not important in either. My thoughts have come reality and my dreams have become my life. It had become a world without you, without tears and without sleepless nights.
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This is for the contest.
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