Fire Girl

Don't hate me

Anna's P.O.V.

I knocked on Zack's door and his aunt answered. Jackie had been in a car pile up and had been in the hospital for the past two weeks she was still there. I'd had time by myself since Zack was with family. How was I going to tell him?

"Anna, he's up in his room." She said and let me in. I went up to his room and found him asleep with a blade in his hands. I picked it up and put it in my pocket. I hadn't gotten to talk him about his cutting. I looked at his arms. Most were fresh but there were some old enough for me to worry. I kissed his cheek and he woke up.

"Hey, how are you holding up?" I asked him. He looked at me and I rested my head on his chest.

"Fine, my sister's in the hospital and my mom is on the verge of a nervous break down." He said. I kissed his cheek again.

"It'll be okay, you'll see besides Jackie isn't going to die. She has way too many sarcastic comments left to make." I said and scored a small smile from him.

"Yeah, I'm just worried that's all." He pulled down his sleeves hoping I hadn't noticed. I grabbed his hand and pulled him to his feet.

"Come on, you need to get out you've been here all week you need some fresh air!" I said and pulled him down the stairs. His fingers entwined with mine as we walked out to my car.

"Where are we going?" He asked.

"Skate park." I said. He smiled and got in the passengers' side. I drove us there and we sat underneath a ramp. I talked about pretty much anything to distract him and myself. How was I going to tell him?

"Zack, you know you can tell me anything right?" I asked him. My hand found his blade in my pocket.

"Yeah, I do tell you." He said. I pulled the blade out and showed it him.

"This needs to stop." I said. His tanned face lost some color.

"I know, I'm sorry it's just the stress and everything gets to me." He said. I wrapped my arms around him and rested my head on his shoulder.

"I know, babe. Just stop for me." I said. His eyes met mine.

"Okay, for you." He said. I kissed him and he kissed back.

We made out for a little bit until his hand touched my leg and I flinched. Zack pulled away.

"What's wrong?" He asked. I rested my forehead on his shoulder. I lifted up the bottom of my shirt to expose my scarred stomach.

"My cutting got really bad about two weeks ago. I cut my stomach, legs, and arms." I said. Zack hugged me and I curled up in his lap. I fell asleep right there.

Zack's P.O.V.

She fell asleep after showing me her cuts and I called Luke to tell him I was taking her to my house so I didn't have to wake her up. He agreed and told me to keep my pants on. Man he doesn't trust me.

When we got back to my house I let Anna sleep in my room and took the couch. The one place we didn't have family members sleeping.

I woke up when my mom dumped a glass of water on my face. I jumped up and glared at her. She looked at me.

"Don't glare at me. Get up, you should probably take Anna home." My mom said and walked into the kitchen. She had really bitchy lately. But then again Jackie was clinging to life at the moment. I sighed and went up to my room. Anna was still asleep so I shook her awake. She looked around and raised an eyebrow when she noticed she was in my room.

"You fell asleep at skatepark. I didn't want to wake you up so I brought you here." I explained. She yawned and got up.

"I should head home then, love you." She said. I kissed her and looked her in the eyes.

"Can you come with me? Luke and Sandy are probably both at work and I don't want to be alone." She said.

"That's when the cutting starts." She mumbled.

"Sure, but I should probably drive my own car." I told her. She nodded and we both walked down the stairs and out to our cars.

When we were at her house she asked what I wanted for breakfast and I said I didn't care.

Anna's P.O.V.

I had made us eggs and bacon since that was pretty much all I can cook and the bacon was just reheated.

"So what state is Jackie in?" I asked. He sighed.

"Doctor's aren't sure if she'll make it." He said and I knew he was one the verge of tears. I put a plate in front of him and he barely ate. I of course was starving so I ate my food and had seconds.

"She'll be fine, Jackie's a fighter." I said. I tried to push down the gagging feeling.

"I'm not sure, I mean she already some issues because of her attempted suicide." He said and blinked back some tears.

"Zack, it's just me. You can cry if you need to." I said and pushed down the need to puke.

"I'm not the crying type." He said.

"Bullshit. Anyone who has a sister who's on the brink of death is going to cry." I said. Don't puke, don't puke.

"I-I-I-just don't get why it had to be her." He said and stopped holding back the tears. He started crying really hard and I hugged him. After about fifteen minutes he calmed down and I made a mad dash for the bathroom. I threw up and shivered. How was I going to tell him? How was I going to tell that I might be pregnant?

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Hello my babies!

So this is definitely a cliff hanger. how is she going to tell him? and is she really pregnant?

Anyways i'm going to be updating alot this week cause i'm on spring break! Lol love you all!

;) pitlover8