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Lies, Lies, and more fucking lies.. If you want to lie just get the fuck out of my life.. It's not like you'd care if I died or if I was hurt. Sometimes I want to forget about you but I can't.. I wait everyday and every night but I see nothing.. Nothing at all. I'd rather you say that you fucking hate me than wait for you to say that you love me or even miss me. You don't understand the pain and probably never will. What If I did die? What would you do? Nothing probably.. It's not like I care anyway.. Sometimes I wonder what I did to you.. I don't like having to lie anymore... I really don't but I can't tell you for a reason.. I know you'll feel guilty maybe even get mad.. Block me, anything can happen.. You made the same mistake, I forgave you for.. But now it's not the same... I hide under my blanket.. And I cry. Why can't we just talk like we used to before? I don't think I really want to come out of the blanket... It's much safer.. Just let me tell you that when I was sick.. You weren't there for me like I was always there for you. Just remember that... Words can't describe how much I miss you.. I know you don't miss me.. You lied to me.. Just understand that I will love you and I won't stop.. I just need to have some time. When you need me, just tell me.. you don't need to help me but I'll help you.. Just remember.. I still love you.. ❤️

-Anne 💌

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