Alaska's P.O.V
I don't know what it was about him that had me so hooked, I mean I'd only met him once and he'd been severely intoxicated yet all I could think about was if he was alright, if he had someone to talk to, someone that listened.
"Earth to Al"
Callie wave her hands in front of my face as I've zooned out once again, my eyes locked on the wall in front of me.
"It was amazing honestly, I don't think it has ever been as good"
Georgia's speech about the boy she'd got with last night find its way into my ears and I try to look as interested as possible even though my head was somewhere else at the moment.
"Al just forget about him already, it's been over a week and still he's all you think about"
Callie take a sip of her coffee, rolling her eyes as I sigh.
Not only did my friends think I was stupid to still act as I did for a boy that I'd only met once, we didn't even kiss and still I couldn't move on.
"I'm not thinking about him, just shut up with all of this Conor Maynard talk, I'm over it honestly"
It was all a lie, all I wanted was to go back to that day, to talk to him, cheer him up.
Because I knew those clear blue eyes could shine as bright as the stars, I knew he could be happy.
I'd seen him happy in interviews from years ago, I'd seen the genuine happiness, the happiness that showed in his eyes and I'd seen the way he was now, the fake smile that people seemed to not notice. How hurt he looked when people asked about his ex.
But what was that gonna do if he wasn't going to call, if he didn't remember me anyway.
"You're the worst at lying Al, but I'm not judging you, he is a gem"
Georgia smiled, looking up from her phone. I just wanted to leave right there and then, I never wanted to see them again, I was so embarrassed.
"OMG guys, you're so annoying"
I bury my face in my hands as they just laugh so loud everyone around us turn their heads to look at us annoyed.
"Out tonight or?"
Callie turn to us as we walk down the road towards my car after our afternoon tea in town.
"Yeah why not, you can change at mine if you want just come over at eight or something and eat before, I don't want you to eat all my food like usual"
"You know we only do it out of love babe"
Georgia wrap her arm around my shoulders, smiling.
I honestly didn't want to go out tonight, I was still slightly hungover from yesterday and I actually wasn't in the whole night club mood at all.
Still I didn't want my friends to suspect anything, they'd instantly put it to me being too hooked on Conor and that I'd be teased for for months.
...........
The loud ringtone from my phone echoes through the flat as I'm stood in the bathroom curling my hair.
"Can you take it Georgia?!"
Letting your best friends have full access to your phone maybe wasn't the most cleverest idea, still I trusted Georgia with my life.
"Georgia on Alaska's phone, what can I do for you?"
I sigh as how she changed when she spoke in phone, she sounded so buissnes like.
"Yeah of course, no problem, I'll make sure she'll be over as soon as possible, no worries, bye"
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Life behind the fame; A Conor Maynard fanfiction
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