I fell in love with my Best Friend

Part 1: True confessions

I fell in Love with my bestfriend

We are both studying in a UAAP school. And here we are reporting in front of a camera siyangapala we are both courtside reporter Me and Liana were bestfriends for 5 years. We are both beautiful inside and out we are also a graduating student running for a Latin honor. My bestfriend never knew that I was a lesbian. She has a boyfriend he's name was Ethan and I don't even like him for her. Why? Because I know na sasaktan niya lang ang bestfriend ko and he will never love her. Sometimes they are sweet right in front of me when we go to a coffee shop I was like a third wheel though. But I'm used to it. Wala eh mahal ng bestfriend ko so mahal ko na din but isang malaking kalokohan na mahal ko na din. Should I say na kaplastikan lang so that my bestfriend will be okay between the three of us. Liana was a very wonderful girl that every people should say. She is smart, beautiful, decent, concervative and religious woman. Sino ba naman ang hindi maiinlove na guy kapag ganitong klase ng babae ang may ganitong katangian. Ethan was her first boyfriend he's a smart guy too. Bagay na bagay sila ng bestfriend ko but I still get jealous everytime I saw them hugging or kissing each other. My bestfriend is a conservative one so she didn't want to have sex with him as long na hindi pa sila kasal. I am so proud of my bestfriend subukan lang talaga niyang ibigay at friendship over na. I always ask myself kalian ko kaya masasabi na ilang taon ko na siyang mahal, na ilang taon ko na siyang gusto sabihan ng I love you but not as a friend but as my Girlfriend. So many questions are popping in my head right now matatanggap kaya niya ako kapag sinabi ko na I'm a lesbian o pandidirihan niya ako because of who I am. Na ang besfriend niya for five years ay sasabihin sa kanya na "I am a lesbian " for all this time na sa hinaba haba ng bonding moments ninyo bilang magkaibigan and all of the memories na kasama ko siya is hindi niya alam na babae din pala ang gusto ko. And she is my one and only bestfriend and she never get the chance to know about my true identity. And one last thing why I always refuse to tell it to someone that I am close with is that I cannot risk the fact that when I reveal who I am I know that I might lose them.

I was driving when I receive a text message from my bestfriend and it says "I need you right now"

What I did first is I call her but she never answer me so I texted her if nasaan nga siya.

Me: Where are you now I'm on my way.

(30 minutes have passed and still no reply)

I was so nervous that time na parang gusto ko ng mag teleport sa kinalalagyan ng bestfriend ko. I don't know what to do that time. I was about to cry because her phone is just ringing and I even text her so many times but still no answer.

Hindi ko na alam saan ko siya pupuntahan I stop by at her house but she was not there I asked her mom if nasaan siya and she said na pumunta sa lang daw sa school. So I went to her school and asked some of her classmates and they said she was absent the whole day.I am panicking na one thing na hindi ko pa natatawagan is her boyfriend Ethan. I am very sure na magkasama nga sila. So I called her boyfriend

Phone ringing. And then finals after 10 seconds he answer my call.

Ethan: Hello? Who is this?

Me: Hello ethan it's liana's bestfriend

Ethan: Oh sorry I did not recognize your voice. So what's your concern

Me: I just want to ask where liana is? Do you know where I can find her. I was calling and texting her but her phone keeps ringing she never answer my call or text even once. I am worried about her.

Ethan: Don't even bother to talk to her right now.I'm sure she will be okay. And I don't even know where to find her.

Me: Ethan I am expecting a good answer from you. But this is how you respond to me? You are the boyfriend and what the fuck are you doing right now ni hindi mo man lang ba siya hahanapin or icocomfort if may problema siya. And that statement ang matatanggap ko sa iyo that you are pretty sure that she will be okay? I can't even contact her and all of her classmates in the school don't even know where she is and the fact that she told her mom that she is just going to the school for her class and yet her classmates told me that she was absent the whole day. Oh come on ethan are you really her boyfriend? You don't even worry about her.