How they think of me

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Lydia's pov

After chemistry i walked out as fast as i could. I didn't want people to look weird at me because i talked to an orange and because he makes me nervous. I kept walking When someone grabbed my arm. It was Stiles again. He turned me around and holded my hands. We stared in each others eyes. His eyes. Wow. Beautiful caramel, whiskey color. I gasped and we Both let go. I stepped back A bit and he smiled slightly
"Sorry" he Said rubbing the back of his neck.
"It's okay" i Said looking down. We stood there for A moment until , i guess Stiles friend Scott, interupted us.
"Stiles buddy are you telling A blue that was Talking to you where she belongs , with the other blues" Scott Said thinking his Joke was funny. But it wasn't
"I am sorry i talked to you" i Said. A tear escaped my eye But i didn't bother i just ran away. Out of school. I didn't knew What happend Next between them i only knew that i kept running. I ran into the woods and after A while i fell down crying. The place where i was was where i came everytime i was sad. When i was little i always came Here with my dad before he left me and my mom. They thought they where soulmates. They thought wrong. This place made me even more sad and i cried my eyes out. I sat down on the ground and grabbed my anti depression pills out of my bag. I knew they didn't really help with they made me tired. I normally took 1 But i was so sad and i wanted to end it all even tho i knew i couldn't so i took 4 pills. My hands where shaking and the pills made me feel weak. I sat against A tree remembering all the times i came Here with my dad. Again tears started rolling down my cheeks and i was sobbing. I readed the Description of the pills and i saw that When i took 2 or more that i could be damaging. I swallowed and things got blurry i closed my eyes. I didn't wanted to But i did and i passed out. The pills fell out of my hand and i layed there until i woke up in someone's arms. Stiles had found me and was trying to wake me up. When i opened my eyes he sighed in relief.
"Stiles What are you doing Here? How did you Find me?" I Said confused. We where still on the same place in the woods. He was sitting on the ground and i was laying on his lap. He was supporting me with his arms to make sure i was laying comfortable and hell Yeah i was.
"I followed you after you ran away. I found these" he Said showing me the pills.
"How much did you take?" He asked. I looked away and Said Almost whispering
"Four"
"Lydia you know more then 2 can be damaging" he Said
"I found it out When i already took them. Normally i just take one. I don't even know Why i am saying This" I Said and he chuckled.
"How do you feel?" He asked
"Broken and weak" i Said
"I'll take you to your house" he Said standing up. He picked me up and started carrying me to his car Bridal-style. Nobody had ever Done This for me except Allison. Normally everybody would just let me die in the woods Well i couldn't die because of that But you know What i mean. He set me down in the passengers seat of his blue jeep. And he sat down in the drivers seat.
"Your jeep is blue" i Said he looked at me
"Yeah it is" he smiled slightly
"Why blue?" I asked. You never saw an orange with something blue.. never
"I like the Color and it was A gift from my mom before she died" he Said
"Oh Stiles i am so sorry" i Said. I knew How it felt to lose someone Well in A different way.
"It's Okay it was years ago.. so where do you live" he asked
"I live in the blue district What if they see you?" I Said
"I'll take the risk" he Said and started driving to the blue district. It was forbidden for an orange to Come into the blue district and for blues forbinnen to Come in the orange district. When we arrived in the blue district i got really nervous. If they would find out i took someone into my district they would kick Both of us out in different times so we would forget each other. Stiles saw i was nervous i guess and he grabbed my hand. I felt a shiver spreading trough my veins. What was This feeling? After A while we arrived at my house. I quikly got inside and he followed me. My mom wouldn't be home until tommorow because she needed to do something for work. I locked all Doors and Windows to make sure nobody would know that Stiles was Here. When everything was locked i sat down on the ground and leaned against the wall.
He sat down in front of me.
"Are you Okay?" He asked
"I am just tired" i Said.
"Then you should sleep" he Said.
"I know But you are Here" i Said
"Are your parents home?" He asked
"Uhm my mom is gone until tommorow and my dad he's not Here" i Said. I tried to sound as Normal as possible not wanting To tell about my dad.
"Oh Okay then i can stay if you want" he Said and i nodded. I walked upstairs and he followed me.
We walked in my room and i grabbed A sweater and a sweatpants then i walked into the bathroom and changed. When i walked back he was standing there really awkward. I layed down in my bed and i clapped on the place Next to me. He layed down Next to me and soon i fell asleep..

Stiles' pov

She was beautiful When she slept. She always was. How can it be that i feel This way for her. I just know her one day and she is A blue, A very beautiful blue. I could see her perfect Strawberry blonde hair perfect the way she was laying. She looked peacefull and different then the other times i saw her. She didn't look upset. I thought about the car When i touched her hand. It felt magical and different then all the other times i holded someone's hand. It felt perfect. I couldn't stop thinking about When she smiled in chemistry class. This is probably going to sound lame and funny But When she did i felt This chemistry between us. Like we where soulmates. I knew A blue and an orange could never be soulmates Well it happend once But Why would it happend to me , to us.
After A while of just staring at Lydia i decided to also go to sleep. She knew i was there so it wasn't A problem. I looked at her and fell asleep right besides her...

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A/N : This is the longest chapter i ever wrote it has 1200 words. I hope you guys like it

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