What will become of us?

Chapter 18

Travel to Colorado? Why would I suggest something like that? Why was that the first thing that came to my mind? "Hey Skyler you doing okay?" "Yeah." Skyler didn't look at me when she said that. She was probably still mad at me for Mason liking me. It really wasn't my fault but she still ignored me. "Is Skyler still mad at me?" Mason came behind me and asked. I nodded my head and walked away I didn't feel like being around him right now. We were leaving tomorrow to find everything we need for our trip to Colorado. "Hey you alright?" It was Zach who spoke to me. He hasn't really spoken to me since we first met, he's only been talking to Skyler until today. "No not really, I think I made a huge mistake." "What is it?" "I don't really wanna go to Colorado, I don't know why I suggested it was honestly the first thing that popped into my mind." "Then why didn't you just tell us?" "I don't know." Zach left the room, and I heard him talking to Mason and Skyler. "Guys Julianne doesn't want to go to Colorado, let's just stay here, we're safe here." "Wait what?" Mason surprisedly said. "Of course little mrs. hot shot doesn't want to go now!" Skyler rolled her eyes. I can't believe she's so mad at me. I didn't do nothing! Ugh! Maybe I should just leave. Wait that's actually a good idea. That why nobody has to deal with me anymore. Alright this was my plan when everyone's asleep sneak out into the downstairs window and go down the stairs and go anywhere. At about 8 pm everyone started to settle down into sleep, it was about midnight when I finally heard silence. I got up and very quietly snuck downstairs, the window was open so it was easy to climb out and down the stairs. I ran a block away from the base. Where am I suppose to go now? Just then I remembered that their was suppose to be another shelter one were my family was, but the radio didn't tell us where. What am I suppose to do now?