Wow how stereotypical can you get I mean come on.
But I as I didn't even know what gay really was at the time. I knew that you did things to me that nobody in my life ever had an I'm not even talking in a sexual sense. When we first met you were in one of your rare outgoing moods you quite litterly ran up an hugged me saying " new person I love new people " I laughed at you antics having no idea what I was getting my self into but instanltly loved you I never really knew if I was gay or not cause I never really cared or thought it matter but you were the most beautiful thing I had ever seen in my life your hair was long and curly I think it was down that day and you were most likely wearing your black and white stripped shirt with sweater you stiole from you mom and some pair of skinny jeans I know I was wearing my red "the mustache made me do it shirt" that probably showed of way more cleavege than one ever need to see but you didn't seem to mind my quirky dress style infact you even told me later that after you hugged me you loved my boobs but I digress after seeing your cuban somehow blond and brown hair from the hug came your eyes god how much I love your eyes still do shit I miss you so much I miss the memory's, I miss the secrets, the kiss you would give me every chance you got, but this was an entire year before we started to date the anniversary coming up you know. Im so scared I haven't spent a single birthday without you scince that day but I don't think you care do you it will just be another day to you I'll pretend it doesn't hurt me when you look at other people like I always do cause if I told anyone I would be being slefish and a hypocrite cause I'm dating someone who isn't you. Guess what i'm actually starting to think that I love her she isn't as pretty as you and most of the time she stinks but she has been a huge help in getting over my first love. You. I remember the first time we made out I had to go to your house to finish a project when I suggested dirty truth or dare damn I was one dirty minded ass little kid but you went along with it at first they were soft awkward pecks just testing the waters but as the night countinued on we began to have longer more heated kiss until finally we were no longer playing the game that was my first time kissing you for the next year me and you got closer rarely ever not seeing eachother and then summer came and you left it was only for the summer but it was the longest summer of my life it was when I realized I love you in more than a sexual way I had of course always loved you but I had never admited it to my self. Always telling myself it was impossible that you would never love me so I was fine with you dating other people then you came back and had a girlfriend she was much much prettier than me in every single way. You even had her nudes and damn was she sexy but I still only had eyes for you but then you broke up with her I was easatic then you got another girlfriend and it broke my heart because I was going to move on from you with her so It was the two people I liked dating and completely ignoring me I almost cut that day but you made me feel better you still kissed me and whispered sweet nothings to me no matter who you were dating damn I loved you so much I knew it was wrong but I didn't care I just wanted you I tried dating a guy when schools started back up but I couldn't convince myself that I loved him because of you so I broke it off And began to hardcore flirt with you. I took you to a fair and kissed you in the ferries wheel and you still didn't get the hint I finally gave up thinking maby you were just rejecting me but then it happened a week after my birthday you told me you liked me I instantly told you I liked you too another week came and went and you finally asked me out I was eastatic you were finally mine. I laugh at my self now but we spent a whole year together we thought because we finally dating we were defiantly going to get married we planned it all the wedding ,the apartment, our college majors ,the daughter we would adopt it was perfect I loved you so much your eyes could convince me to do anything I did any and everything with you in my mind I didn't care what happened but alas nothing stays perfect forever when the storm came we couldn't survive
