The After Effect

They were after me - it all happened to suddenly - I didn't mean to cause any harm

Chapter one - The thoughts

I was in the hospital ward and everything just hit me the fact all these people were dying a slow painful death - what if someone made it easier for them ? What if someone just let them slip away so suddenly they won't feel anything ?

I was working on the long term stay ward , on the night shift - the thought just came to me as I saw the face slowly detirating into a nothing ness . I could sense the pain and death on this daunting ward . I really wanted to help these people but is it worth it? 

As I finish my shift I look at all these people, their worried faces at least I know What I am doing day to day - these people don't know wether they are going to see the next day

Chapter two - The next day

When I got home I still had those thoughts racing around my mind,  then I started to create a plan of action of how to carry out this mass murder and take these people away fromh their misery .

As I walked into death I could see a group of mourners meaning a person had passed on through the night - it was upsetting as thery were one of my understandable patients although this ment one less person on the plan.

I carried on with my daily routine and made sure nothing looked suspect whilst I was thinking of ways to get these people out of the seldom lives - What are their allergies ? What medication can they not have?  All these questions were racing through my mind.