The day it all begain

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"Oh my god Jessica your such a dork" he laughs and I shove him laughing so hard I start to snort "your just jealous I'm talking about his butt and not yours" "in your dreams dream boat" he says leaning over and tickling me. I shove his hand away probably harder than what's needed but the last thing I needed was that familiar tingling sensation I got when he touched me he was leaving again in the morning and I knew it wouldn't be the same when he came back. Every time Jay left a little more of the him I knew disappeared from existence replaced by someone who I could never see myself with. Yet odly enough I could, after all it was Jay......  The guy who I've known for five years....  The guy who was there for me through everything and the guy that I've been in love with for four and a half years. But he was different, even though he had been there for me I couldn't confirm that when he got back he would be.

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