I was one of the kids who grew up in the country, and the city so i have lots of knowledge from many people about how their relationships go and how they felt, around halfway through 7th grade i had my first crush on a girl she was tall smart and beautiful, that didn't work out i dated my best friend that didn't go well but we still talk daily. after that breakup i got in the mood of i wasn't a good person and i would never find someone again, never feel that feeling again. This mindset made me thing badly of myself and effected my 2 relationships afterwards. One of these relationships was with a friend i never thought i would lose but i was wrong. The worst part about this was we dated for a month and when she decided it was time to split ways it was our one month anniversary and my birthday we started dating on June 8th and on July 8th she dumped me i was very depressed My last ex i thought she was my entire world and it was perfect for a month until i was stupid and thought i wanted a more serious relationship because of this i made the mistake of dumping her and i thought of her every day and still do sometimes but now i can firmly say everything that happened over the summer has shaped me into who i am today, without those experiences i wouldn't have found the most wonderful girl in the world who i have with me now.
