You Don't Understand(Ashton Irwin)

Ch.4

Ashlynn's POV

When the bell ring I ran out. Once I reached the bus, I ran to the way back, I was trying to hide myself trying to stop myself from crying again. What will happen when I get home? I cried more at the scary thought, I know they called them.

I felt the seat move a bit, like someone sitting by you. I looked to see who it was. It was Ashton.

"Please don't make any remarks to me.. I already have enough hell to deal with at home.." I said covering my face so he couldn't see me.

"No, I'm sorry. I didn't know how bad you had it.. I- I am an ignorant stuck up dick judging you. Please don't hide. I want to be here and help," he said poking my arm.

I looked up.. I probably looked like shit with my mascara running.

"Thanks, but.. You hurt me so much.. I already deal with family shit.. And then get judged at school. I try to change for everyone, attempting to try to get them to stop.." I said looking at my hands in my lap.

"I didn't know.." He said in a lower voice.

"Then why judge me if you didn't know? Everyday.. Work, shit, bullies.. Is this what you call a life?! It's sad because I actually start to believe everyone.." I said starting to cry some more.

He didn't respond, he just hugged me. I didn't know how to react, but I just let him hug me.. It felt good to have a hug..

"Don't believe that.. I said things to you before, but it's stupid shit.." He said.

I shook my head not knowing what to believe, especially going through it all my life.

"I.. I don't know-" I got interrupted from a text.

' from: Dad:

You're going regret ever living when you get home you little piece of shit.. '

What do I do?! I won't be able to walk after he is done beating me.. Why did he come home today?

"Bye, I'll see you tomorrow, and I promise I'm here for you for now on," Ashton said waving bye

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"Please.. No more.. IM SORRY!!" I pleaded.

My father continued punching me. He threw me against the wall. He grabbed his punishment baseball bat and started hitting me with it. My mom, of course, cheering him on.. He then grabbed my by my shirt and dragged me upstairs just to push me back down.

He walked down and spat on me.

"Worthless little shit.. No one will care of you lay here and die.. "

and with that, he and my mom walked off. Thankfully, my brother wasn't home to harass me.

After what seemed forever, I finally had enough strength to get up. I limped up stairs to my room. I just wish i would've died when he beat me..

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*Sad update, but Ashton is trying to be there for her now, yay!! And yes, Luke and Michael will appear later in the story, hope you guys like it! Ily guys! xx*