All We Know//Jacksepticeye x Reader #FamficShot

All We Know

Being in a relationship with a youtuber is actually hard. The constant bashing, hiding from the public when you're not with your boyfriend,you name it, mostly being hated...

Once you got a job at Philippines, it was pretty hard to tell it to your lovely boyfriend, Sean or better known as Jacksepticeye.
Jack didn't want to leave you, nor did you want to leave him. He thought a lot of bad things that could happen to you. Getting raped, killed or cheat on him.

But that's the only thing both of you know.

It hurts, a long distance relationship... It does, especially when he thinks you won't see what he's doing. When he thinks you won't hear what he says. And what she hears is what he does. Rumors spreads faster than the flash on social media.

You were currently at 'All Day' a convenience store near two schools and a church in Philippines, holding back tears as you scroll down FaceBook, reading all the articles about Jacksepticeye cheating on you.

After you grabbed the 5th solo bucket of ice cream, your peripheral vision toyed with you... You thought it was Jack... But no, it was a green packaging of razors.

Razors

It cuts through you... Like the rumors...

It's just rumors, (Y/N)!

Don't believe in them... If you do... Then it's true...

Jack sat on his bed. Running his fingers through (Insert bitch name) after a session.
Deep in his heart, guilt tried to take over the pleasure he has now. What if (Y/N) found out? What will he say? How will he get out of this wrong relationship he has with (B/N)?

He doesn't know.

As the rumors grew, so did the numbers of cuts (Y/N) has. It hurts...

Physically and emotionally.

Physically because she has those cuts in the present and the bruises Jack gave her when they had a massive fight.
Emotionally because it hurts, guilt, pain, anger, sadness and insanity rushed through your heart and mind, not knowing which emotion was taking over.

It hurts the two of them. A lot.

Jack doesn't know why he did this. Is it because (Y/N) isn't here? Is it because she didn't want to have sex? Is it because of there gigantic fight they had a long time ago? He doesn't know. That's why guilt was invading his heart, mind and soul.
He doesn't know the true reason of why he did this. It hurts a lot to think about it. Cheating. Cheating on the girl that trusted in him.

You were fighting it. Trying to stop. They were still rumors. Whispers in social media. There's no evidence!

You finally came back to Ireland.
You twisted the half rusted key and entered the house quietly. What you saw broke you. A lot.

Jack. Sean. THE Jacksepticeye was there... Lying down. With another girl. Specifically... The girl that had bullied you back in high school. It hurts to see it. Especially if they were just done with another session of sex. (Y/N) grabbed her water bottle, and screamed...

"THIS BOTTLE IS ME AND THE WATER IS MY TRUST FOR YOU"

After that, you spilled it all over the two people in front of you, they jolted up as you continued.

"AND YOU WASTED IT ALL ON HER!"

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This is an entry to @_madness_within_'s contest