AN INCOMPLETE BRIDE

ME!!

Angel's POV

Let me introduce myself to all of you.

There are people who call me by several names like

Ms. Attitude

Heartless

Irritating

Bold

Arrogant

Play girl

Etc, etc, well as per them every negative adjective is stored in English Language for me.

But for you I will say is "know me further and you can too call me by a name you wish too"

But instead of getting annoyed by such names I found it hilarious that god has given so much of work in this world but people always go for one job that is "judging" someone. I was being differed because I was a girl and I had a younger sibling and guess what 'Woooohooo!! He was a BOY.'

During my kids days I was more like a tomboy than a girl, I never found myself interested in back-bitching and doing girly things, but as I was a girl, the gender only gave me one bad quality that was being a day dreamer. I just kept on thinking about myself and how will I grow up.

I was always been given less importance than my brother. Although he was younger to me but he was been given liberty to scold me, abuse me and sometime slap me. I was bearing every nonsense. I knew my dad was never a good husband and I was been blamed for that "if you would have never been born, I would have got rid of your dad long time back!!" my mom said which pinched me right into my heart but I never cried rather kept quite.

I started giving home tuition's to kids just to keep myself busy and also to earn my pocket money, because every time my mom gave me a pocket money, she made me feel disgusted. Some time her attitude made me wonder only one thing "am I her own born child?"   but for the world she is perfect person, because she is making me go to the best school she could have afford...

I remember as a kid when my birthday was not so much to be remembered of ... so my parents as a compensation use to get me a cake on the day of my brother's birthday... so you know while growing up I can't make a complain of never having birthday cake.... Bingo!!

For a change my dad was loving towards me a bit more...he had one work when sitting with the guest...my childhood activities and stories about me..!!

Well...he was a big foodie so most of he fight between them was mostly food...

Honestly, seeing them fight like cats & dogs... only made me more stubborn in my pray that I don't want a life like this...I will try my best to a good wife and to be the mother that I never had..

WITH THIS THOUGHT , I WAS TOO SCARED TO HAVE A BOYFRIEND...BECAUSE I CAN'T BREAK A RELATIONSHIP...I CAN'T BREAK HEARTS... BECAUSE THAT HURTS.. LIKE IT HURTS ME...!!

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Love You All XOXO :* 

CHILDHOOD IS ALWAYS THE VITAL PART AND INITIAL STEP TOWARDS YOUR LIFE... PLEASE DON'T GIVE YOUR CHILDREN THE KIND A FEELING THAT YOU NEVER AS A CHILD...