Simon's POV
All this 'YouTube Drama' going around and I still cannot believe he's gone. He went to L.A. and did not tell us- not even me! We were friends for so long, high school to now. Everyone doesn't care, or seem to care. "What do you think happen to JJ?" I asked Josh, "I don't know. Something about Ethan, how he blames him, then decided to leave the Sidemen." Josh looked at me, "It's alright. Maybe someday he will come back, you never know..." He gave me a smile and went to his room. I sat there in the kitchen, looking around the sidemen house. 'Will he come back?' I wondered. 'Or will he just forget about us?'
~Few days later~
I was in my room, editing my new diss track on Deji. I don't have any problem with JJ, just his brother. My friend, my best friend, still out in L.A. making diss tracks with Ricegum. I'm jealous that he's out there with someone, a different person, instead of staying in England and hanging out with me. "Simon? You want to make a video together? With everyone?" I turned my chair around and looked at Vikk, "Sure. I'll be down there in a second." "Okay," Vikk closed the door and I sat in silence. 'Why do I feel jealous? Is this even a normal thing to feel towards a friend? But, why does it hurt?' I kept thinking to myself, everyday he's in my head. Everyday he's there, and I can't control how I feel towards him. The burning desire of having my best friend back. I slammed my hands on the desk and walked out of my room. 'I'm sick of this! Just get out of my head!' I cried out in my head. I was breaking, even though he wasn't doing anything wrong.
~Few more weeks later~
| Messages |
JJ- Hey man.
Simon- Hi.
JJ- So, I'm going back to England.
Simon- Really? When?
JJ- Tomorrow, I will be over at the house and I will be staying over there.
Simon- Oh. Yeah, that's quite alright. Talk to you then?
JJ- Yeah, later man.
So, JJ is actually going to be coming back. Just like what Josh said, 'maybe he will come back.' And he is. Isn't this great? I feel happy, I can't wait to see him!
JJ's POV
I texted Simon earlier saying I was going back to England. I'm going to miss this place, it was fun making diss tracks and hanging out with different people. I do miss Simon and the crew though. I did say I quit the sidemen, however that doesn't mean we can't all be friends at the end of this. All this fame and shit went through the roof. Diss tracks, drama, and fighting. Welcome to fucking YouTube, I love to rap and all, but was this all worth it? Maybe, maybe it was worth it. I sigh, 'God I miss them. Simon mostly, he's my best friend, what would you feel if you haven't seen your friend for awhile.' It was all fun and games in L.A. I just can't wait to see them.
~AT THE AIRPORT/ NOW IN ENGLAND~
"Well, here I am... Can't wait to see the guys." I grabbed my bags and went outside to get in my Texi I called earlier. I told the driver the address and we got to the Sidemen house! I went inside and saw Josh sitting in the kitchen. "Hey, JJ." "Hey, man." He took his eyes off his phone and gave me a smile, as he saw I had a camera in my hand. I smiled back and went upstairs to my old room. I heard that Simon was hear so, I went in his room. "JJ!!" He got up from his seat and hugged me. I turned off the camera, "Hey, Simon!" I hugged him back, "Wow. You're here! I can't believe it." Simon stepped back from the hug and looked at me up and down. "Yeah, man. I came back for some personal reasons and all that, how you doing?" "Well, I'm better now that you're here." Simon gave me a smirk, I laughed. "I'm glad to make you feel better, Simon." I winked at him, he turned away from me and blushed. "Oh, Simon! You're blushing!" I said, in laughs. Simon turned his head over to me and smiled. "I love you, JJ." "I love you too, man." We gave each other a hang and had a blast together.
[ Friendship!!!! YAY! Fill free to give me some requests, and all that. I know this isn't like BoyXBoy, however I will make those in the near future, but enjoy this one though :) ]
