i look at myself in the mirror and question who i see
tears streaming down my face this girl can not be me
I'm overwhelmed i can not breathe
these voices keep screaming I'm begging them to leave
it seems to me that nothing ever changes
the weather, the seasons, the moons phases
its a cycle the world has become used to
its an old routine nothing new
one second I'm fine the next I'm not
the optimistic girl inside me is beginning to rot
my flowers have wilted my galaxies exploded
my bodies gone weak from the words that they've spoken
they tell me I'm weak and no where near strong
and i try to ignore them and tell them their wrong
but its no use they've taken over my mind
a place i thought was special
a place i thought was kind
but now these violent words flood my head
now instead of kind words they bleed their venom instead
i have no control I'm giving up
this silent girl has been through too much.
AUTHORS REFLECTION:
"thoughts" and "notes" just seemed to bland. so as you may have noticed I'm kind of everywhere with this "poem" but i guess so am i. so just got my scheduled for school :)))) as you can tell my excitement radiates through the screen. i mean who doesnt love stinky hallways boring classrooms and seeing people who you havent talked to since middle school explain how they "miss you " and say " we should hang out sometime" but you never do. yeah so hopefully youre having a much splendid day than i am. so (i keep saying "so" a lot! sorry" ) Vote,Comment, idk im not gonna kill you guys about it and remind you every chapter just do whatever you want. peace out \| ( im trying to do a peace sign. ugh im lame )
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Don't forget to water the roses
PoetryPoetry for The weary, for the undecided and "can't hide it" for the somedays and will be's for the love struck and the newbies. These words will flood your mind with inspiration, how to learn to forgive, and love. Not just someone else but yourself.
