The thing about this so called thing called life is that it is always a mystery.
I mean you go through unbelievable things like heartbreaks, losing friends, moving, and just the everyday things like stress. We have a everyday schedule we wake up do everything that we need to do and then go back to bed and repeat the whole thing either the same or a bit differently. We are either expected to be a really good human being or just a awful person that no one wants to sick next to on the bus or at class or at work. I am just say that life is a mystery. I don't know about you but I have dealt with some pretty heavy stuff. But I am still standing strong at least I try to make it seem that way. I believe everyone wither they like it or not wears a mask. This mask is has either been on your face to much or it is put on in front of several people. The thing is why are we wearing masks? The thing with masks they are only good for a little bit for make pretend. But how long are you going to say that you are alright until you believe it. I know life is hard and everything that gets thrown our way is difficult to take head on but you are not alone. There are others maybe dealing with the same problem like yourself. I for once can say I am always wearing a mask that shows that I am a bubbly person that HAPPINESS is the only thing every one sees. But under that mask I am a HUMAN I have a hurricane of emotions that are overwhelming but everyday I am noticing that because of this mask and this so called life that I am an actress and that I need to step back and just be a nervous breakdown. I need to be that disaster that hurricane that crazy vortex of emotions so I can deal with LIFE. You too need to let everything go and stop wearing that mask of being a joker, a mean person, a crazy person, a I am to important, I am rebel, I am chilled person and just be the pure child like you. I say child like because as a child we were not taught or even had a clue that LIFE was a big stage of make believe. I am going to tell you this. It is okay to feel its okay to cry it is okay to want to feeel like you want to break things. Those things that make you want to do those things are feelings. Yes feeelings or emotions and those are normal. Your not going insane you are just being a HUMAN. I sometimes have the idea that I have to be perfect but I am working on being as imperfect as I can be and you should do that as well.
