Three years later.....
I'm feeling the same again.....
Whirlwind romance .....
And just waiting to see his face.....
Though the person has changed....
The symptoms are the same.....
Searching for him only....
In the crowd of hundreds.....
What the hell is happening to me...???
I started questioning myself......
I had kept ma feelings locked
And built a wall around them
did those walls tumble down.....
i dint Even hear them fall
now the question remains one....
how to rebuild them all.....
Nights and nights, sleepless
seems like insomnia
thinking how to forget
feelings playing mania
found a perfect solution
scrambled through my memory
and tortured myself enough
remembered the hurt i went through
daily...it was too much...
love hurts was the answer
i explained myself that
and manipulated ma feelings
as i wanted.....just like that.....!!!!