Used to be

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Vanessa's POV

It was friday afternoon as i sat fidgeting on the end of my bed. I was waiting for a call from my best friend Cameron, he was always busy with his friends and girlfriend, i didn't mind him spending time with his friends and girlfriend until he started to stop seeing me altogether. Although i could sense that he didn't want to be around me, i still tried desperately to get him to like me again.

i suddenly heared my phone beep so i shot up and ran over to see who it was; it was cameron.

the text;

i cant come over today I'm to busy

"Great!" I thought to myself "just great!"

I tried to hold back the tears why was cameron avoiding me? Was it because i wasn't as popular as him? i cried and worried for what felt like hours until the sky outside turned pitch black.

We had been best friends for ever and always stood by each other no matter what, but now he was avoiding me like the plague. Was it something i did? I pondered my recent actions with cameron and realized my most recent memory was 2 months ago! Something was definitely up and i intended to find out!

With that thought i decided to go to sleep.

The next morning i got up at 7:00 am and decided to arrange another day out with cameron...

* call*

Cameron: hello?

Vanessa: hi cameron its me, want to come over saturday then?

Cameron: sorry i cant i have...erm.... Football practace

Vanessa: okay then Bye!

*end of call*

My frown deepend. By now he was really starting to get on my nerves. I had did nothing to deserve this and he definitely didn't deserve my time or tears!

With all the courage i could muster i dragged myself out of bed to get ready, baggy sweatpants and a top the usual, i stood in front of the mirror taking in every detail about me with the lingering thought as to why cameron was ignoring me and thats when I realized my outfit was the problem! A slow smirk played on my lips as i figured i had cracked the problem, I hastily decided to rush out of my overly worn but trusty outfit and slipped into something a bit more complementing (a bit!). I kept my hair in its usual messy bun but decided with black legging and an aztec print peplum. i slipped on my black converse and With one look in the mirror i was off with my bag in one hand and my breakfast bar in the other.

My parent both work a substantial amount of time and its surprising  when i get more than an half an hour of their time a day on top of that i don't have a car because apparently the school is 'too close for the need of a car' and that ' it wont be nessesary' *sigh*

The school began to get bigger as my feet dragged me to the hell hole of a school! I knew what i was about to do, i was going to storm up to him and demand to know why he keeps ignoring me. However, if you knew me well, you would know that my plans don't always go exactly according to plan...

I spotted his effortlessly style hair and instantly knew something was goi g to go wong, he turned and stopped me starting at him-oh no code red. Ode red abort mission abort mission! But my feet stayed firmly planted on the ground, he scratched the back of his neck and wait.... Was he blushing! Oh crap what have i done i cringed. He slowly began to drift into the fast paced crowds that acted like waves , dragging you with them, i ran right after cameron and shouted until i knew he could hear me, he turned aroundto face me...

Thats when my jaw dropped to the ground, here he was effortlessly beautiful while i stood next to him looking like a pile of dog shit!

'Grjirjokwjskjfjgodlekeheh'

'Excuse me? I didn't quite catch that' he smirked failing to hide the amused expression on his face

Oh my god had i just said that out loud! Nononono...

He laughs at my worried expression as a slow but heated blush creeps up to my face and leans against the lockers.

He looks so perfect standing there.. Shit snap out of it vanessa!

'Shut up cam! I know you have been purposely ignoring me for 2 months straight! What have a done to you! Whats wrong with me?' I practically screech i his face

Suddenly He shoots up from his slouching position on the lockers catching me off guard at his abruptness 'Nothings wrong with you!' he defends almost immediately, i am relieved but it doesn't seem to add up...

'What is it then?'

'Erm...'

RING!

The bell signals the start of lesson.

stupid.fucking.bell

On the other hand cameron look relived to avoid the answer and rushes into his classroom before i can even properly register what just happened

Sulkily i trudge to my first lesson of the day... maths. nnot only have i got to endure this painfully long hour but i had just lost my best friend, 'what a great day this is beginning to be' i spoke out loud to myself my voice dripping with sarcasm...

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Thats it for the first chapter! Sorry its short. Leave a comment and a like if you liked it and i might write more! Thanks! X

-chloe x