livin' in cali • mikey barone

Chapter Thirty-Two

*Sophie's P.O.V*
Today was Livs last day in America. She didn't want to face staying here after everything that's happened so she thought about it and decided to fly home tomorrow. As it was her last day she wanted to spend it with me and Amelia in the day and then with Derek on the night. She wanted to go to the zoo today which was funny as we did it when we were kids. I was currently getting ready whilst Derek slept as normal, and Amelia was meeting me here alongside Liv in about half an hour. It was going to be sad seeing Liv leave but at the same time it's her choice, and after all the shit she's gone through being in America she deserves a break at least.

It was a hot day today so I decided to wear shorts and a baggy top with my hair up, no make up on and converse, just like when we were kids. I sat on the sofa and finished my cup of tea then the door bell rang. I ran towards it and opened it to see Amelia and Liv. Amelia smiling big and Liv looking happier then I expected, which was good. I welcomed them in but they insisted on going asap. I locked the door and followed them to the car before we all got in and drove to the zoo.

As we went in, it was like we were kids again going to the zoo. Only this time we weren't kids. I offered to pay as it being liv's last day and they both agreed. I paid for the tickets and the first thing that came to us was the meerkats. Liv loved meerkats for some strange reason so she took about 30 photos before waving them goodbye. Weirdo. We then got onto more and more amazing animals. Looking at all these animals made me realise how much id missed kiddy days out with the girls visiting the zoo. We took selfies, photos of the animals and laughed for most of it. We reached the cafe and decided to stop for a quick snack. I had fries, liv had a burger and amelia had some fruit. We at and drank our shakes chatting and giggling away as per usual when it was time for us to leave ready for derek and Liv To go out.

"Liv?" I said looking at her, then amelia and then back to her again. She nodded and looked back. "We just want to make sure this is 100% what you want. We'll support you no matter what." She sighed and raised her eyebrow. "I love you guys and I know you will but yes this is what I want. I'm fed up of trying to be in a relationship when things just get ruined. I have nightmares about the accident and the other things don't help the fact I'm still trying to forgive him. Now I just don't want him at all. I can't. "

We sighed and just nodded. "Let's get you back for Derek". She nodded and we headed back.

*Derek' s P.O.V*
For me and Liv's time together I decided to take her for a simple Starbucks for a chat and give her a little present. Then we come back and she can have a suprise party. I'm so exited and can't wait for this to go on. It was 5pm and Sophie had rang to say we were coming back. I stood outside and waited when there car pulled up. "Heyyyyyyyyyyyyy Liv let's goooo!" I chuckled giving Soph the signal and waltzed over to Liv. "Are we not gonna go in fi-"? Liv said but I interrupted. "No no lets go!"

I jumped in the car, started the engine and zoomed off to Starbucks.

After being sat down for 10 minutes we began to talk. We spoke about memories we remembered, our parents, sophie, the wedding, me, her. I wanted to see my sister happy and knowing that the laugh she is giving me right now was just to hide the way she really felt killed. The conversations seemed to be getting too much for Liv so shut up and suggested going home. She agreed. We got up, got in the car and drove back.

*Liv's P.O.V*
I do appreciate everyone today making it about me and cheering me up. But I just couldn't stop thinking about just everything. Mikey, the baby, my legs. I sighed as I got out the car and went to walk in the house when people jumped out shouting 'SUPRISE'. I jumped and looked around. "Suprise sis. It's your going away party". Derek smiled putting his hands on my shoulders. I didn't speak and looked around spotting Mikey, Sam, Clara and everyone. Why?!  "Are you stupid?! Did you really think inviting the people who fucked everything up to a party to say bye see you whenever was gonna make me happy?" I shouted looking at Derek. Everyone stopped talking and stood in silence looking at me.

Derek went to speak but couldn't. I was angry, hurt, upset. "Liv I'm sorry, Derek just tried to do something nice." Mikey said stopping forward. "No! Stop. Sorry?" I looked at him close to him into his eyes. Not in love, but with anger. "Sorry for what? Paralysing me. Cheating on me. Hurting me constantly. Getting me pregnant when you knew I wasn't in a fit state yet to be a mum causing me to lose the baby?!" I shouted that loud that it made Mikey step back. I looked at Sam. "You've ruined my life the same amount he has Sam. I don't care what part of the world I'm in just stay away from my family and friends." He didn't say a word and everyone just stopped and stared not speaking.

"What?! Have you all never seen a crippled teen, who lost there fucking baby and everything breakdown before?!" At that I stumbled once. Not because of my legs but because it all got so much too my head. It was hot. Everything was dizzy. And that was it. I just collapsed to the floor. Passed out.

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