Mesmerized

Its only the beginning

Chapter 1

Courtney

- Flashback -

It was October 1 2011 and I was at the fair with my besties tootie and Dominique. Tootie was with her boyfriend as usual and me and Nique was walking around looking fine as hell. Nique seen her friend c-note that thought he was a rapper or some shit . He had a friend with him , he was a tall light skin dude with a fade. I ain't gone lie he was fine as hell. He said "hey shorty what's your name". I replied , "courtney and you". "Laron" he said. We hit it off from there and my life was never the same.

I was thinking bout Laron, damn I love his fine ass. He was lightskin, he could pass for mixed that's how light he was but he was fully black . He was 6'4 with a fade . He was a true athlete. His body was just right, all the girls wanted him , but he was all mine. "COURTNEY!!!!" Laron yelled. I said what , snapping out of my thoughts. He Said he found a new job and it's in Tennessee. I said really Laron you don't even need a new job, the one you got pay you good enough. He said yess the hell I do and oh yea it's last 4 months. That's when I lost it. I broke down into tears asking what tf I was suppose to do. He said I don't know as if he didn't give a fuck. " I FUCKING HATE YOUR HIGH YELLA ASS! YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME, ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS MONEY! I WISH I NEVER MET YO UGLY ASS! I yelled. He grabbed me and pulled me close to him. He rested his head on my stomach and said he was sorry and that he loved me but he had to do it for himself. I just stared at him still crying. He got up and slammed the door. I layed on my bed and just thought to myself , " I don't know why I'm still with him. He don't even spoil me like he use to. Nothing is the same anymore but I love him and don't wanna lose him. I used to be so happy with him. I don't know what happened to us , ugh I thought this was suppose to be forever. "

Laron

I had just walked in my baby room to tell her some news about this new job. "Man I love that girl" , I thought. I already know what's bout to go down, I know her like a book. She didn't even here me walk in. She was dancing in the mirror to a song by Chris brown . She always had her music so loud . I admired her. She had long blonde hair that touched her ass, nice hips and thick thighs . She had a smile that drove all the niggas crazy, but she was all mine . "COURTNEY", I yelled . She simply said what and that's when I went on and told her about the job. She instantly started crying . "Man I'm always making this girl cry but shid I ain't even worried I gotta get this money , if I don't get it who will . Money over everything , I know Courtney ain't going nowhere" I thought as I rested my head on her stomach holding her."