One - Thoughts
What did I do wrong to make them ignore me?
What did I do wrong to make them to call me a monster and a demon?
What did I do wrong to make them hate me so much?
What did I do wrong to make them abuse me?
What did I do wrong to make them hurt me?
What did I do wrong to make the voices taunt me?
What did I do wrong to make my family neglect me?
What did I do wrong to make me fall into this abyss of darkness?
What did I do wrong to deserve this life?
I can't help but drown in the darkness.
I can't help but lose my grip at sanity.
I can't help but believe that everyone is right.
I'm a monster. I'm a demon.
I killed everyone.
I'm a killer. A murderer.
I'm a disgrace. I'm a worthless piece of trash.
My parents hate me.
My siblings hate me.
The villagers hate me.
The Kyūbi hates me.
Everyone hates me.
I'm not fit to live.
I'm falling into insanity's cold embrace.
I'm slipping into that dark abyss of nothingness.
I'm slowly dying.
And no one cares.
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I can't bear it anymore.
I can't handle it.
It's too much.
The pain is too much.
Their anger and hatred are steadily increasing.
I'm hurt.
I'm lost.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Will anyone save me?
Will anyone help me?
I'm drowning.
I'm complete submerged in that abyss.
Will someone pull me from this water?
Will someone care?
I'm losing my grip on sanity.
One more day and I'll completely slip.
Will someone tie me back again to the light?
Will someone make me stay sane?
No.
No one will.
Nobody cares.
Everyone would love to see me suffer.
Everyone would love to see me dead.
So why won't I end it?
Why can't I end it?
I'm a coward.
I'm a fool. A hopeless fool.
I keep gripping on this thing that you call hope.
Even though I already know that it's futile.
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I'm scared.
I'm in a maze.
And I got lost in it.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know if I should continue living.
Maybe I should just commit suicide. . .?
It'd make everything better.
Everyone will be happy.
I will finally be gone.
I can finally rest.
I can finally enjoy the peace.
It seems that suicide is the best answer.
TBC
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