I wanna be me...

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Arianna POV

~FlashBack~

"M-mom" I said slowly walking into the kitchen. "What?" my mother asked in an annoyed tone. "Can I tell you something?" she gave me a look. The look was a sure but I probably wont care look. " I Like Girls" I spoke slowly. I never seen my mom get so mad so quick. I tried to back up but I couldn't quick enough. *Slap* My mom hit my right across my face. "Shit" I mumbled. "What did you say?" *punch* *Slap* *punch* it repeated till I was down on the ground spitting up blood. " Leave me alone " she headed towards her alcohol cabinet. 

~End of FlashBack~

"SHIT" I shouted sitting up in my bed. I had another nightmare of that day. I have these a lot. I wake up and start to cry and shake. I hate it. I always feel weak when I have the nightmare. I wish I could change who I am and I wish I could take back that day. I looked over at the time and it read 4:48 am . I would have to get up for school in 2 hours. The place I dreaded going. I have no friends, only enemies there. Everyone bullies me, even some of the teachers, but I heard there is a new girl coming today. I hope she is nice. I hope she is cute but who am I kidding, she will look at me and bully me cause like everyone says, Im ugly...not pretty... Im a waste of space... Im a nerd... Im me and no one likes it. I just hope maybe just maybe today will be different. 

"Sup Dyke" I heard one of the guys say before slamming my body against my locker. "fuck" I mumbled. Thats the 5 time this week I had my ribs smashed into my locker. This time was different though. He didn't stop. I kept getting my body slammed over and over again. I fell to the floor and got kicked in the gut before he finally was done. I looked up at him to see him laughing then It stop. I was curious. Why did he stop? Did he finally realize what he did? I looked at the direction he was and saw a girl. She has brown curly hair and she dressed in a nice crop top and ripped jeans. Damn she was hot. She was looking at us and walking towards us. I looked back at him and he looked at me. He helped me up and whispered quickly " act like we are friends and I wont hurt your for a week" I glared at him but he put his tight grip around my arm. We turned to face the girl for her to just be walking up to us. "Hey Sam...me and my friend Dyk-... I mean Arianna were just talking and playing around.. aint that right Arianna?" I looked at him for the grip to get tighter and him to give me a death stare. I looked back at the girl who had beautiful emerald green eyes. "Mhmm" I said as his grip got even tighter. She must have seen the expression on my face cause she pushed him off of me. Was I dreaming? Was someone helping me? "You were beating her up... you weren't playing around Justin... leave just go" she said pushing him again. " No no no... we are fri-" she gave him a glare again and he started to walk off. I looked at him and he mouthed to me "Your dead". I swallowed the lump in my throat and looked back at the girl. "T-Thanks" I looked down . " No Problem... Why was he being mean to you? your so innocent and a girl" she said. "I don't know to be honest... I don't know why I always get beat up by him." I said trying not to die right infront of this hot girl who is talking to ME?? "Idiots." she sighed. "Anyways My name is Sam... Sam Meling."

A/N: Omg I been wanting to start this story forever. I hope you guys like it and I will keep it updated as well as my other books.