He Makes Me Feel This Way

Chappie 3

RECAP:

"Dimps, you know you can stay over as long as you like. Just let me send someone to gather your things. Is that okay?"

"I know. I would like to but you know how mother is. She will never let me stay here, and I couldn't possibly leave her behind."

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"Ugh, why? Why would you do something as cruel as waking me up Chloe?"

"Get up. Your mother has ordered for us to go get ready."

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"She is nobody. Not somebody special, never was and never will be."

"I am okay. Don't worry. I don't know if I love him anyway."

"Okay, maybe I do... a little."

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                                 Jeremy
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"Well, maybe if you weren't such a dick, she would actually be happy!" My father yelled at me.

"For fucks sake! I can't fall in love with Phoebe and she can't love me! Not after what she did to me! You know that I loved her and she hurt me, how can I accept someone new?!" I screamed back at him.

I ran my hands through my hair, tugging slightly. I let out a growl of frustration and stormed out of the room. How could he be saying that shit to me? He can't force me to hurt her. I already agreed to the fucking marriage, isn't that enough?

I called the one person I knew that would take my my mind off things.

"Hey, baby. You haven't called me in forever." She purred.

"I've been busy. Meet me at apartment 203 in ten minutes." I said quickly.

I got into my car and drove downtown. With each turn I took, the only person on my mind was Phoebe and how I was betraying her.

Betraying her?! The fuck! She isn't my wife or girlfriend. She is just some business deal.

Soon enough I reach the apartment building and park the car. I rush in and take the elevator. I reach the door I was looking for and took out the key. As soon as I walked in I was stopped by my distraction.

She was wearing nothing but a robe and heels, her robe open. She took slow deliberate steps towards me and pulled me to the bed.

I kissed her until we needed to part for air. She started to unbutton my shirt. She took her manicured finger and traced each of my abs.

(A/N. If you are not comfortable with steamy scenes please skip.)

I removed my pants as well and sucked on her nipples. I went back up and nibbled on her earlobe, kissing gently down her neck and left a hickey. I kept going down further and stopped at her belly button. I teased her by licking back up her stomach.

I went back down to her belly button and went down. I moved my tongue towards her clit and licked. I then wrapped my lips around it and sucked. Soon I moved and inserted a finger and began pumping. Her moans got louder as I inserted two more fingers, changing from fast to slow driving her crazy.

Soon she released and I took my fingers out. She reached for my hand and sucked my fingers clean. She then flipped us over, fingers immediately wrapping around my member.

She brought her lips towards it and licked the tip. She began sucking and pumping at the same time.

"I am going to- fuck. Stop I am going to cum." I warn her, panting as I did so.

She didn't listen to me and I came, in her mouth. I cringed as I looked at her. I looked at her wide eyed as she swallowed.

"Mmm, you taste delicious." She said to me.

I kissed her once more and looked her in her eyes. Adoration shone in her eyes.

"You didn't have to do that. I mean you could have just spat it out."

"I thought you would find that sexy." She said pouting.

I just laughed at her and put on my clothes not really in the mood anymore. I told her to do the same.

We walked out of the apartment and went to the nearest Starbucks. I ordered a Mocha frappe and she ordered a cappuccino. We walked to a table and sat.

I looked into her green eyes and she stared back into my brown ones. She gave me a small smile which I returned with a fake one.

"Tell me why you keep coming to me even after I hurt you." I say to her. She looked down in disappointment.

"You may not know how to love, but I do. It's because I love you." She replied.

"Order 132!" The guy called and I stood up.

I grabbed the drinks and her hand and walked out. I kissed her passionately and looked back at her.

"I really don't know how to love. But for whatever reason it it that you love me, you need to forget about it." I tell her coolly.

As we are walking a girl bumps right into my chest knocking me back a few steps. I look down, the irritation I felt slipping away as I noticed who it was.

Phoebe's eyes scanned my body but her eyes stopped at my hand that was wrapped around another. She looked back at the girl then at me. She looked intensely at me and looked at me like I was a demon.

"Who is she? Does she know you?" I heard a whisper in my ear.

I knew I had to make sure that Phoebe didn't have feelings for me anymore. I had to crush her to protect her from the beast I am.

"She is nobody. Not somebody special, never was and never will be." I say with no emotion at all.

I quickly walk past her. I needed to make sure she didn't have any attraction toward me that I couldn't return. I knew that it was a very selfish thing to do, but that's who I am. I am Jeremy Simmons and I am very selfish.

I noticed that Chloe was behind her and that she probably heard everything I said. We kept walking but we weren't far enough since I heard their conversation.

Phoebe had said she didn't love me. But she soon admitted that she did. I knew I had to do something... hurt her and make sure she thinks I am a beast and I am incapable of feeling emotion.

But how?

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A/N

Hey guys. Boom another chapter! So I mainly wrote that steamy scene because I couldn't think of anything to write. Anywho tell me in the comments whether or not I should remove it.
Sorry the chapter is kinda shorter than the other ones... but eh, the sex scene makes up for it 😂. It is a really short sex scene but oh well.

Thanks for reading and thank you Pink_Star_3378 for supporting me.

Truly,

TSR4