On Purpose(Sequel to Player Dinah/You)

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"What do you mean, first you tell me to tell you that I love you, and now you say that you don't deserve me, I don't understand you mean so much to me I love you" I said. "If you love me then why are you with Lauren, why did you leave me, I kissed you, and the next day you're kissing Lauren, I don't understand you, make up your mind, I'm done playing games I changed for you, so change for me", Dinah said. "I just don't want to get hurt again, it hurt so much, and I never want to feel that pain again", I said. "How many times do I have to tell you, I will never hurt you again, I need you as much as you need me", Dinah said. I looked back to the 'guest house' and Lauren stood by the doorframe with her arms crossed. "You should go back to her, I'm probably going to get a ride back to Cali or something", Dinah mumbled. "Dinah, shut up, you belong here, with me and all your friends", I said. "I'm going for a run", Dinah said. "It's ten o'clock, where are you going to run to?", I asked. "Wherever my feet take me", Dinah said. "Dinah, come on, come back to the house", I said. "Y/N, chill, I'm going to come back", Dinah said. "Just leave me alone", she started to walk again. I decided against following her considering how she gets. I turned around and walked back to the house. "Good riddance", Lauren scoffed when I returned. "You know what, you're a real ass Lauren, shut up for once" I said. "Seriously?", Lauren asked. "I'm an ass okay", Lauren snorts. "We're all friends, you didn't have to go and make her feel unwelcomed when just a couple years ago, it was just you, Normani, and I", I said. "You're such a prick these days", I said. "You love her don't you?", Lauren sighed. "Did you not hear me?", I asked. "Yeah, I heard you, I'm a prick, and what I said was uncalled for", Lauren said. "You love her don't you?", Lauren persisted. "Would it be so bad if I did Lauren?", I asked. "Sit down Y/N/N", Lauren said. I sat down on the bed and looked at her. Lauren sat on the hammock and held her head in her hands. We sat in silence for a while until she spoke up. "You've been my best friend since you sucked at basketball", Lauren chuckled. "You sucked too", I said. "Yeah", Lauren grinned. "I just want you to be happy and smile all the time, you have a wonderful smile, and an amazing heart", Lauren said. I blushed. "What are you saying?", I asked. "I'm not your mother, which you should talk to about all this by the way, so do whatever makes you content, I'll always love you Y/N, even if you never love me the way I wanted you too", Lauren looked away. "I do love you Lauren, but you're right, not in the way you want me to", I sighed. "So we're officially done?", Lauren asked. "I guess so", I said. "You are amazing Lo, you're so brilliant, kind, and beautiful, go find you're soulmate, hell go get Luke back because I know you've been wanting to", I said. Lauren smiled widely. "I love you Y/N/N", Lauren chuckled. "I love you too Michelle", I joked. Lauren rolled her eyes and moved to where I was sitting. "One more kiss, just to say goodbye to...us", Lauren gulped. I gladly leaned in and Lauren smiled a bit. Something about this being our last kiss felt better than any other time we kissed. It was soft, gentle, and more intimate than any other time. Lauren leaned her forehead against mine. "If we continue like this, we will never stop", Lauren smiled. "Go get her", Lauren sighed. "You were always way too good for me", with that comment I gave her one last peck then left. I ran around Brandon's estate in search for Dinah. I stopped at the car to ask if any of the girls had seen her. They all had a sad expression. "I'm sorry Y/N, but she's gone" Kehlani frowned. "She's gone..."

Oh my I'm so horrible, I'm sorry for the sloooowww updates. Here is another chapter, I think this is the shortest chapter, I've ever written. Anyway, Y'ALL pray for Houston, today is national prayer day for Houston so take a moment to do so if you haven't. 🙏🙏Stay safe and the next chapter will be coming soon.