Breaking Away and Being Prepared

Chapter 3

A little epilouge before I didn't mention
When I was at my beginning 12 years of age about to go through depression and before having Prince and Duchess, my insecurity went on a rampage. I would always lock my doors when going to bed, being home alone because my mother is at work, or came home early from the bus and my mother was gone at work. I would even hide in the bathroom. I later then got the feeling of being watched but nothing was there. One day, I had just finished eating breakfast before getting ready to walk out the front door to the bus stop. Until my insecurity grew rapidly strong and I shook. Then, I heard footsteps down the hallway coming from the direction of my room. I panicked and ran outside. It was probably a hallucination I had, or was it. I realized I had left something inside. Coping my inner self with bravery, I ran back inside, got the object, then ran back outside to the bus stop.

Back where I left off
It was around midnight I was sleeping with my grandmother. Until the great scare began. While we were both sleeping peacefully, 3 big banging knocks came from my door. Then my grandmother and I jumped awake with a startle. I was the most frightened. My grandmother got up out of the pink chair and walked to my door. She opened it to find there was no one there. My mother was sound asleep with Prince and Duchess. They didnt even hear it. I was shooken at the thought of it. 'WHAT THE HECK MADE THAT KNOCK?!' I screamed in my mind. Until came the most grave thought that it was a demon, even worst..the devil. Because I stopped believing in God, lost faith in him, and stopped reading the bible. This was my warning to get it together with my spirit, or he would get me. It shook me even more that my grandmother was going to leave back to Tennessee tomorrow because I felt safe around her. I wanted to move back to Tennessee more than ever and escape this house I lived in in California.
Once my grandmother had left, I was looking through some spiritual videos on YouTube to help me believe in God and Jesus again. I saw a video on the rapture. 'Rapture? ...what is this rapture thing I see? I've never heard of it before' I asked myself. A young teenager had said she saw a vision of the rapture and what it looked like. She even cried a few tears because it's almost a scary thing to think about. I was starting to get a little aware of this rapture thing and looked up more meaning on what the event is. It is the event on Jesus's second coming to the planet earth. And once He picks up his church from the earth....which will unfortunately be very few people.... The wrath of the devil will rain down on earth, fire will rain down onto the earth, stars will fall, and the moon will turn into blood. Look in Matthew 24 of the Bible. Many of the signs it says will come to those who believe. I even got to understand 666 and figure out that it means Mark of the Beast. My dad even said it means mankind itself. I was frightened and started to cry to what I was learning. I never knew I was that asleep either to what the rapture is. Months later in 2014, my mother and I moved back to Tennessee. I was so happy. I felt safe being away from that miserable house back in San Diego. Though I will very much miss my best friend Anna and my other friend who is an adult, Ms. Daniela. Ms. Daniela was my nanny who took me out. We made very good memories together. Once we moved back to Tennessee, we stayed at my grandmother's house for a while. My mother and I were slowly becoming healed. We went to church again, I started to read the Bible again, and I was regaining faith in God again. A couple of years later,
I've seen my dad has changed. He goes to a different church now and only listens to a radio station called K-Love Christian radio station. I was getting used to their music at first and then started to find a few favorites! He was sort of a changed man. Always reading the Bible, watching preachers, and singing to many K-Love Christian music. I was surprised and happy by this change. Another surprise came to me, he switched churches. I visited the church for a few days with my sister. We both liked it. So I went there sometimes. Then go to my grandmother's church. I started learning more and more about God as I grew up. And lost more weight too since I used to be Gluttonous when I was 12. When the end of the year came, my mother got us a new house to rent. I was very happy. My new room was big and perfect. Once we got settled there, I started to pick up the holy spirit. It wants me to come closer. And so, I started to watch more videos about the rapture again. I had no idea how to get prepared. Weeks passed and I found very good ways on how to get prepared on the rapture which is what I'll teach you all on the next chapter while I tell my testimony.