Let me get straight to the point.
I tried to kill myself.
Yes I, Alex Pure, tried to kill myself. Even if I act happy and friendly online, it doesn't hide who I am in real life.
Let me explain.
I had a twin. We were eachother's everything. It almost went to the point of incest. But, I did something.. I hurt them..
A while later their lifetime friend died of an unknown cause. This pushed them too far.. and I made it worse. I tried to get close to them again but it was too late. They died. Jumped out of our bedroom window.
Before my twin died, we had parents. They weren't nice. I'm not as innocent as I should be.. They hated us, but we had to act like the 'perfect' family.
You can hit me. You can cut me. You can break my bones. But touch what I declare as mine then you're done for. I protected my twin. Taking the blame for all they did. But one day they got hurt. I managed to report my parents and my twin and I moved. We moved in with my twin's friend's family. So we were there when she died.
I took the blame.
I cried.
I acted.
And I pretended to be someone I wasn't.
Then one day their words got to me.
I cracked.
I screamed.
And I tried to end it all.
But then.. I tried to say goodbye to my close friends before going.. and they talked me out of it..
And here I am.
I am Alex Pure.
I am a living person.
